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Hello Today is my first entry to my Journal...I am glad to say I do not have anything too dramatic to add as of yet...unfortunately I do have something life changing that I want but at the same time do not want. I said yet...and as of now i am not sure...I might possibly be pregnant with my ex boyfriends child. I am not ashamed of making the baby. Only that if I am I do not believe he will be in the childs life. He has left me more then once. I am excited because I adore children. But at the same time am scared and worried I might not be able to provide for the child the way I would of if it had been planned. I am not yet even 18. I was not just "messing around" I gave myself because I believed I was in love, and I am because still from all the problems he gave me I wish no harm to him and still want to be with him. Sounds stupid right? yeah I know. But you cant help who you love.