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i sit here, thinknig to myself. 'he must be turned!' i sigh as i watch him sleep, so soundlessly, so peaceful. my heart aches at the thought. why did i become a vampire? theres no use in eternal life without him. i need to find a higher level vampire to turn him for me. i watch his body turn over in his sleep. he has no idea that i watch him everynight. we used to go out. we were engagged, but then, i disappeared. i cannot let him know what ive become. well not until he becomes 1 also. i feel bloody tears start to run down my pale face. "time to go" i whisper into the dark. "i love you" i tell him before i jump out the window. i start walking, it always helps me clear my mind. i have fed for the night not on a human, but on an animal.. and only a sip as not to harm it.

im now on the highway, very few cars pass by. but those who do seem to think its funny to honk and scream at me. i ignore them.

now i turn down a darker alley, close to a bar i think. i hear a door open... then footsteps crunching on the ground. "why hello there pretty lady" i hear a mans voice say. i turn to see him smiling at me in a lustful way. it chills my skin. "go away!" i tell him in a strict voice. i walk past him. he follows me, so i walk faster. he reaches out a grabs my long raven hair with green streaks in it. i cry out, not becuase it hurt, but because he is starting to anger me. i turn around. hes still smiling and looking at me. he drops my hair. i think for a moment. then i start to walk towards him, swinging my hips and trying to show off my body as much as i can. he watches. i am wearing a trench coat and a red leather halter top with a black skirt, so not much is left to the imagination. i get really close to him and kiss him on the lips. the i slowly kiss down his neck. when i get the the primary vain in his neck... i plunged my fangs deep into him. he screams but only for a moment, then his lifeless body hits the ground.

i spit out his foul blood. i usually cant kill humans but if i need to then i will. "great..." i say "only a few hours til sunup..." i continue my walk.

i am now home. i throw myself into my bed and cover myself with my green silk blaknets and sheets. not even bothering to take off my clothes. and i sleep the day away. until i can visit my lover again....