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listen

04:14 Jun 29 2005
Times Read: 614


listen to me

hear my pain

was it a game?

was it fun to break me down?

my heart is bleeding

my tears are black

you said you loved me

you wanted me back

i was a fool

just a game

a mere tool

i loved you

i did everything for you

on my cheek

my teras glisten

all i wanted

was for you to listen


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dead at 15

04:04 Jun 29 2005
Times Read: 615


you gaze now on

my soft cold face

the days events

you try and trace

you cant believe im dead

you cant believe im gone

alas im here

watching from afar

if i knew he were drunk

id have driven the car

its too late now

you cant see me but im there

all i wanted

was for some1 to care

now with ghostly tears i cry

and try to say goodbye

why did my life end here?

ill wipe away your falling tear

you only feel a breeze

as you fall onto your knees

mom im sorry

friends i cared

i hope you enjoyed

the 15 years i shared


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goodbye

21:55 Jun 26 2005
Times Read: 617


Goodbye my friends



This is the end



No more to go on



Where do we belong?



Goodbye for now



Goodbye forever



You ask me when



The time is now



Time to say goodbye



The truth and the lie



All forgotten



All deceased



All to stand by



So pain can increase



Best to let go



Best to fade away



Not to hope



For a better today



Goodbye my friends



Goodbye forever



All was told



In an angry letter



Goodbye



Time to sit



Time to cry



As I say



I say goodbye


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gone

21:55 Jun 26 2005
Times Read: 618


im wandering all alone



im crying every1 is gone



im dying



nobodies here



to close in my fear



all alone



sitting in the dark



feel the aching



of my lonely heart



why arnt you here?



in the time i hold dear



my few last hours



the white lilly flowers



to sembolize my death



to show you how i feel



to show you how i cryed



when you're not here



when im alone



when you're not here



my soul is gone


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disappointment

15:12 Jun 24 2005
Times Read: 621


im a disappointment

you can see it in my eyes

im a disappointment

i just wanna die

no one is there to love

only hate

only to tell me

that its too late

im a disappointment

this is why i hide

im a disappointment

that is why i cry

no one wants me around

when will i be found?

where did i go?

where am i now?

im a disappointment

you can see it in my eyes

im a disappointment

i jut want to die

no one loves me anymore

everyone tells me

im a disappointment


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screams

15:07 Jun 24 2005
Times Read: 622


the screaming in the darkness

the totured shallow dreams

all will fall to crumble

with your final screams


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