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the wings of an angel

or the wings of a dove

all left to cry

with your fake love

the death of a loved one

so tragic

so deep

now undone

you said you loved me

forever

you said that we'd be

together

now your gone

the broken wings of my dove

the bleeding heart of our love

the white lillies fall to say

you're dead to me

gone away

tears of mourning

tears of sorrow

all hope gone

for tomorrow

all the sad things

trying to fly

on my broken wings

everyone is getting older

everyone is growing up

but im not ready to get old

im not ready to move on

i wanna stay a troubled teen

not become a mom

not get a job

not start a life

im just too young to understand you say

but im not

you just dont know me

i understand

i just dont wanan grow up yet

you say i have my whole life ahead of me

cant you see?

with everything i did

every1 i know

i wanna stay a kid





~~~ lol not really and this is a lil od but w/e have to get these things out sumhow~~~

i miss you

you're so far away

i remeber how we laughed

i remember we used to play

can you see me when im crying?

my soul feel like its dying

my heart broke when you moved

nothing will be how it used to

i havnt seen you in a year

are you thinknig about me dear?

do you miss me as much as i miss you?

ill visit you

ill see you soon

but until then

i miss you

why did you go away when i needed you most?

we were such good friends

then ripped apart

but you'll always have

a piece of my heart





~~ deadicated to brittaney patrick aka brit brat, my best friend & like my sister oh and no, she hasnt passed on, just moved away~~~

do not love me

do not hate me

do not leave me

and dont forsake me

dont break my heart

dont throw away my love

dont catch and murder

my beautiful dove

do not leave me

do not hurt me

and ill forever be yours







~ note: wow this was kinda weird but w/e~

would you kiss me in the rain?

hold me in the dark?

keep me safe and close

and never break my heart?

do you love me?

would you care?

ill give you my life

and laughs we can share!

as long as you dont hurt me

as long as you dont break my heart

i'll be yours forever

i wish we will never part!

would you kiss me?

would you hold me?

protect me when im scared?

would you be there

when i die

would you care?

i know you care

i know you love me true

all i say

is i love you too

I wake from my sleep to see

Such a stunning scenery

Friends and family standing over me

Weeping oh so heavily

I am sitting in my gave you see

When I died so suddenly

Every1 crying silently

As I cease to be

I hear the priest say unto me

A beautiful piece of poetry

Makes my soul feel so free

As I say goodbye to thee

The dirt they poor over me

As I cease to be

Play me a sweet remedy

As I cease to be

You want me back

I can’t take this

My hearts breaking

I can’t shake this

You told me you loved me

How could any1?

I told you it was over

I said it was done

Still you stick around

Even after I shoved your face in he ground

Please leave me alone

Please go away

I can only take so much

Until I kill myself today

Why do you push and shove

Trying to gain back my love

You want me back

I can’t take this

My heart is breaking

I can’t shake this

It won’t work now

It didn’t work before

My heart is now gone

Not yours anymore

I cannot think

I cannot breathe

I cannot see

Through all your greed

You pushed

Then shoved

& Lost my love

Im alone now

Asking how

How could I fall for you?

What did I do?

You want me back

I cannot think

I cannot breathe

You’re drowning me

With your need

Go away

Leave me alone

Can’t you see

That I cannot breathe

The tingle of the burn

The flame that time will turn

From blue

To orange

To yellow

My one true desire

Is to live within the fire

The secret burning hell

Only time will tell

The demons screaming behind my eye

The lapping flames soon collide

The fire

Burning in the dark

All was kindled by a spark

My one true desire

To live within the fire

The flame burns so bright

Beautiful by sight

Deadly by touch

All is so much

To desire

The greatest of the fire

The screaming voice behind my eyes

With the power to hypnotize

This time is now dire

All the beauty of

The fire

I’m broken

Nothing left

Im broken

Until my death

I cry a bloody river

An eerie little stream

Everynight I lie down

To hear my silent scream

Im sitting in the dark

My heart’s been torn apart

My tears and blood are flowing

With out you even knowing

To knife drops to the ground

It doesn’t make a sound

I’m broken

Nothing left

Im broken where I lie

My very last goodbye

It’s all ending for me

On the day I bleed

Your heart was full of greed

I cry a bloody river

An eerie little stream

Everytime I lie down

I release a silent scream

Let’s see you watch me now

As I take a final bow

As my life draws to an end

Everything is

Broken

Can I please slit my wrist open?

Can I please just end my life?

Why won’t you let go?

Don’t give me this strife

Go away

Back off

Leave me alone

And let me kill myself

I want to be gone

I wanna be set free

You told me you care

You’re in love with me

Let me fade away

Cease to exist

I just know

I won’t be missed

Can I please slit my wrist open?

Can I please just end my life?

Can I please?

Why…

Am i…

So alone?

Why do you run?

Why do I hide?

When will I be unafraid?

When can I show the real me?

Not the person im pretending to be

Why do you run?

Why do I hide?

What are you afraid of?

The real me deep inside?

Many days I sit and I think

I wonder if I should show the world me

So long ive been pretending

Too long have I hid

The tears that run down my face

Remind me of what I did

Why im alone

Why im cold

Why im sitting in the rain with no 1 to hold

The people who hurt me

The 1’s ive turned away

My arm is still bleeding

The blood running down

The Color on the sidewalk below me

Running into the ground

Why do you run?

Why do I hide?

What are you afraid of?

The real me deep inside?

When can I show

Show the world me?

Not just the person I pretend to be

Sometimes I think

I should end it all

Write my last words

With blood on the wall

Let out my hurt

Let out my pain

Let everything go

When I have nothing left

That’s when I lost it

Lost it all

The person I loved

The happy home I had

Why did you run?

Why did I hide?

Why was I afraid

To show what’s inside?

Now it’s too late

You cant save me

Theres nothing more

Out there for me

Why did you run?

Why did I hide?

Why was I afraid

To show what’s inside?

Now im left

Asking

Why…?

All the secrets

All the lies

Broken friendship

Falls and dies

No more love

No more trust

All the doves

Crushed to dust

The fear from the truth

The drama of the youth

All the secrets

All the lies

No more friendship

What a surprise

When your secrets

Pushed away

All the emptiness to pay

Now to wander all alone

Now you see what your secrets

Have done

I cry for me

I cry for you

I cry for the person you never knew

I cry for us

I cry at last

I cry for the future

I cry for the past

I cry for all my hopes and dreams

I cry aloud

For the special things

I cry for our love

That never will last

I cry for the time

That went by so fast

The error of your ways

That put my on display

You didn’t love me

How can anyone

Im dark

Im cold

Im depressed and no fun

I cry for me

I cry for you

I cry for the person

You never knew

I cry out loud

I die in silence

My broken heart

I cry out loud

In my defiance

The heart you broke

The love you stole

The laugh you gave

The lies you told

I cry out loud

I die in silence

But im stupid enough

To give you one last chance

You broke my heart

Tore it apart

Stepped on me

Left to bleed

Left alone

In the cold

Now im here

Left to die

Let alone my tears

I cry

Hello

Can you see me?

Can you feel me?

Do you care

That im dying?

Are you there

When im crying?

When I say im here

You pretend not to hear

When im alone

Nobodies there

No one cares

I said hello

And then goodbye

As I stumble

Fall to die

I ask you my dear fellow

Could you hear me

When I said hello?

Are you happy

Now that im dead?

Are you happy

That im no longer there?

I always knew you didn’t want me

I always knew you didn’t care

Are you happy mom?

You wanted me to be perfect

That I never could do

You thought I would turn out

Just like you

Im sorry I disappointed you

Im sorry I let you down

Your high expectations

A smile turned to frown

Are you happy

That your non-perfect daughter is gone?

I was always alone

I did everything by myself

So I took my own life

So you could be happy

So I wouldn’t let you down again

All this time

I cried myself to sleep

At my funeral

You did not weep

You didn’t break down

You don’t miss me at all

Maybe its that message

In blood on my wall

I told you I loved you

I said that I cared

I said im sorry im not perfect

I said you would be happy this way

You stood there a gaped

As I faded away

I was dead before you knew it

I slowly slipped on

Now I ask

Are you happy mom?

I hurt myself

So you cant

I cut my arm open

To not give you a chance

I commit suicide

To show you not to hide

You hurt my heart

So I hurt my self

The physical pain

Can’t take away from the emotional

But it helps

I cry a bloody river

So powerful

So deep

You kiss my lips

They’re cold

But sweet

My body is lifeless

As you hold me close

You did this to me

Now im a ghost

Your tears fall on my face

You feel like a disgrace

My body is broken

My face cold and blue

I cry out

When you commit suicide too

How do you do what you do?

All my lies

The secrets you never knew

Hollow inside

The tears I hide

You left me cold

You left me bare

Your fake love

Was never there

All my sorrow

All my pain

Love to you

Is just a game

Was it a test?

I did my best

To love you

To be with you

It wasn’t enough

I don’t know whom to love

I don’t know whom to trust

You said you cared

It was all lust

You didn’t want me

Now I’m empty

Cold inside

You took my pride

You left me here

No one to follow

Now inside

Inside im

Hollow

You’re slipping away

Im losing you my love

Your soul carried on

On the wings of a dove

You did this to yourself

You killed your self today

You left me here in sorrow

My guiltiness

To pay

Im holding your hand

As the world all grows dark

I feel the tearing

Of my empty heart

You’re slipping away

On this dark and dreary day

My tears are landing on your face

The deep stab mark

That my finger does trace

Your blood on my clothes

The scent of denial

All was sentenced and put on trial

Your slipping away

Hugging my knees I sway

You told me you do it

I never thought that you could

You committed suicide

Just like you said you would

Now I watch and lay

As your life is

Slipping away

he told me he loved me...

he said he cared

then he ripped out my heart

like it was never there

my hearts broken....

my souls torn... my bodys bloody,

my eyes worn

im sitting in the dark

to ease the pain

in my screaming heart

its the thing i hate most

its silent like a ghost

its always there

its always creeping

raises my hair

makes me start weeping

8 little legs

and 2 poison fangs

fuzzy little body

it can be small

it can be large

all make me lose my cool

and act like a fool