be nice to every1...befriend all you can... you never know whos gonna be famous lol
im just thinknig how fragile life really is... i mean... i found out a friend of mine died today... well on saturday... but i didnt get to say goodbye... i didnt even get to know him tht well... it makes me sad to know that he'll never really get to know ho much i cared for him... i mean hes a great guy really sweet... but even the sweet guys go down sumtime.... even the strong fall... the mighty vanquished... everything... life is really fragile...you dont know what you have until its gone... and it breaks your heart everyday knowing theyll never know.... i mean i had to burry my sister... we were best friends... its not the same i know, becuz i was too young to remember...but thats just it...i do remember...and i miss her with my whole heart... it tares me apart becuz i think of her everyday... and i cant go back...i cant change what happend.... nothing will ever be the same...its all part of some master plan? what the hell could this be? losing people? is the master plan to drive me insane, break my heart? make me wish i could die to go back and have the chance to save the ones i love??? what the fuck is with this master plan and shit? i cant stand it!
ive been thinknig... none of us will ever really be free... i mena as a kid, you have to go to school... as an adult you work....theres few breaks we are all slaves...trapped to work, not to be free, not to fly anymore... just trapped in a box for the rest of our lives...until the day we die
i hurt everywhere.... i tripped in the street and hurt my elbows, and knees, my butt (dunno how) and my hip.... and strangly all this pain... all this hurt making so i can barely move.... doesnt hurt as bad to as i feel inside
such a strong word... its awful.... but i mean... i guess i deserve to hear it sumtimes... i hate breaking peoples hearts.... but it happens... i wish i could clone myself and give a clone to every1 who loves me , then i wouldnt have to break any1s heart
omg! lol ok the other night i had a vision bout my mom taking me horse back riding, and today she took me horseback riding threw the garden of the gods! it was amazing
ooo i turn 15 on friday! and my bets friend is moving back to colorado, im the happiest ducky in the pond right now!!!!
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