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Now that its all said and done

I cant believe you were the one

To build me up then tear me down

Like an old abandon house

And what you said when you left

Just left me cold and out of breath

I fell too far, was in way too deep

Guess I let you get the best of me

well, I never saw it coming

I shouldve started running

A long long time ago

And I never thought to doubt you

Im better off without you

More than you, more that you know

Im slowly getting closure

I guess its really over

Im finally getting better

Now Im picking up the pieces

And spending all these years

Putting my heart back together

Cause the day I thought Id never get through

I got over you

You took a hammer to thesewalls

Dragged the memories down the hall

Packed your bags and walked away

There was nothing I could say

And when you slammed the front door shut

A lot of others opened up

Mare than you, more than you know

Im slowly getting closure

I guess its really over

Im finally getting better

Cause the day I thought Id never get through

I got over you

Im putting my heart back together

Cause I got over you

I got over you

Cause the day I thought Id never get through

I got Over you

When am I going to find some one to love me? I thought I had once, but I was wrong apparently. He use to tell me that he loved me, but now all he says is "hoe" and "i hate you" to me. Do you know how much that hurts me? Everyday I hear the love of my life tell me that he hates me. I lost my virginity to him, and almost had his baby. and all he says is i hate you and i never loved you. that basically kills me every time i hear it. i cant stand this shit. it drives me insane. all i want to do is just shoot myself, and maybe then he would care about me. at times it seems like the only way i can ever even get him to notice that im around him is to yell or say something about me killin my self. I have thought about that many times, but the thought of my family crushes that one. I dont know what to do anymore. i guess i will just live my life and hate it here on earth. thats basically all i can do.