I've been trying for days to add a music play to my page, and despite the advice of friends, no matter what I do I cannot seem to get it to show up on there. I have no idea what is going on, or what to do about it. I am open any and all help though....lol...
on the bright side I know that I am copying the whole code, because I was abe to get it onto my IMVU profile. I'm just not used to the way things work in this editing.
so ummm...yeah..
HHHHEEEEEELLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPP!!!!!
lol
So of course, I'm a single mother so I don't get out much given the inability to find a trustworthy and reliable sitter who's not going to freak out over my night habits. Apparently, some people take issue with drinkers and donors, I'm not sure why, its not like I'm asking them to drink or done, just to watch my child on the rare chance I can go to the club. In any case, for some odd reason I decided "Hey, lets check out IMVU" and found that I actually like it. Its like hanging out with friends only you don't have to have money to go to the club or travel across country or the world to visit them.
After joining IMVU I had several propositions you might say, and while it amused me to listen to what they were wanting I couldn't quite fathom how it would really do anything so I would "poof" from the chats and go into main rooms. If you're not sure what I mean, just imagine the old school Yahoo Chat, where you had the common rooms for everyone to chat in and ims, now take that idea and add avitars a variety of looks and sounds and actions that you can see and you have IMVU. (For that matter, if you're interested just send me a msg with your email and I'll send you an invite..lol)
Well, IMVU actually proved able to get me to not be so closed off, after what my ex did to me the idea of a relationship other than friends or drinker/donors scarest he shit of me. I met someone there, and we got along pretty well, still get along, but I found out that he is rather silly. He wishes to avoid drama, so in a dramatic flare when people were tying to "pull him into their drama in private chats" he decided to uninstall IMVU. Which makes me wonder, is that a hint? lol...whatever its his choice....and he wants us to keep goofing on myspace and msn.
So I tried to explain everything to him, and tried to explain how by letting the drama of the IMVU chats get to him like that he was in fact creating his own drama. He tends to think that belittling everyone makes it better, and by trying to convince me that in a short while I will be affected by the drama he's justified. My only issue is that the only drama affecting me is his whining and bitching about the drama. I swear, I don't know why online things that you can poof out of, x out of, block or ignore dictate whether or not you stay or go in an online chat.
Hell, on myspace he joined the vampires app. Which, wouldn't seem like a problem to any of us, but he doesn't quite get it. He doesn't understand that there is more to certain things than meets the eye. Sometimes, a game is merely a coverup, given that most of the people in my clan there are sanguinarians, psy vamps and normal people with vampiric tendancies. He tends to view a lot of what I write in the comments there as roleplay, and thinks its only a game when my sister and I try to explain to him I have been drinking and doning for 17years now. I just don't think he gets it.
I'm so glad he can't find me here. Its the only page I keep entirely to myself, lest it be contaminated.
Wow,so I'm new to the rave, but not to the world of vampires. I've been a semi active drinker and doner for years, and I enjoy it. I have to keep it secret though, given the usual intimidations and misconceptions of my family. Its not like I can just walk up to my mother and tell her "Hey mom, can you watch my son for me while go have a pint at the red cross?" Can we say CPS?? Excactly, so thats the main reason why this isn't going anyhere but journals. I don't care who knows here, but if theres a risk of someone with the ability to crush me by taking my son I cannot place it in the open description.
I will most likely write more, but for now this will do.
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BleedingMassacre
21:24 Sep 22 2009
You need to update to a Premium Membership to have music on your profile;-)