THis heart is drenched in fear
gazing at the wall of isolation that stands near
It devides the river of blood and i
as the secluded sky begins to cry
left alone in these empty spaces again
you've acknowledge the razor that severs my skin
so why let your eyes shift down to the floor?
Do you not lust my crimson blood anymore?
For years and years you had not allowed my soul to rest
with acid on my skin you left your demented crest
Between the feelings of rage and self-hate
My feelings of confusion seized with your rape
For months and months you stalked my every move
In desguises to make it impossible to view you
Every other random day
You wrote me documents to voice what you say
For weeks and weeks i let the flames kiss those pages
And bleed on the ones that asked for Payments
Nights turned to safe as day turned to Hell
I was locked in my room, that turned to my cell
For days and days my swollan eyes cried
I knew that my shredded body could not hide
A phone call from you to claim your theft
Only hopping I would give birth to my death
Then my disfigured hope was saved
For so many years, months, weeks, days
I waited for the ability to dismember you from my life
But it turns out that your're the one afraid of heights
Whatever happened to you my dear?
Were you unable to live with looking in the mirror
All you could see was a fucking lie
So now I laugh at your suicide
You wandered up to the gates of Hell
The treachorous pain I felt you do as you ring that bell
You gouged my sanity from my brain
Burn you bastard and enjoy your fame.
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