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I have a new problem. I realize that I have become extremely paranoid for no reason at all. Or at least for no reason I can see.



I don't know what it is and then that begins to scare me. I am constantly dreaming and worring about death. I think it is going back a few years when I was 14 and want to be incontrol of my own death. So I tried atempting suicide more than once. I was so scared that I would die some horrible way. The stories on the news I thought were doomed to be my faith.



I thought that if I killed myself then I wouldn't have to suffer like these other people. All you see on the news is how horrible these deaths are and it has corupted my mind to think that how many people actually die in their sleep peacefully? Not that many I think.



So then I am worried what my chances are.



No need for worry I am not currently suicidle I am just scared.