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Well today I decided my family needed seafood scampi.

Surgery is now setup. A lil freaked out though. Not how I wanted to start October but soon it will hopefully be over

Being feeling like utter crap all weekend spent most of it snuggling my Sally plush from Orc and sleeping. I think I will bleed chicken noodle soup at this point

The new Sally plush from Orc and some beyond needed gaming time with Owl is in the cards for the weekend. I hope it helps my depression. Waiting to setup surgery. I miss Bearby so much 😢

Bearby has returned home today. It’s just so hard going into their bedroom and my baby Bear isn’t there.

Heading home from Hershey Park. I had fun I needed the pick me up after losing Bearby yesterday but side note thank you Theo for the Teddy from Hershey I shall name him Bearby. He’s a lot better than candy

I have rewritten this entry several times and no matter how I write it I find myself unable to lie or even attempt pretending I AM OKAY. In a couple hours I go to discuss an important surgery for myself but honestly I dont even care about that. Since I lost my job I have been so focused on the time and love I put into my ferret Bearby that honestly this morning ripped me literally to nothing when my mother woke me up sobbing saying he passed. I know its just an animal to some of you but god damn it that is 5 in less than 6 months. I know this is a risk that I take when I rescue but it doesnt hurt any less

Thank you Orc for helping me with the cremation.

I have been having a really bad set of weeks, from loss of job to loss of three ferrets. Tonight I wasnt expecting it but Orc turned around and decided I needed the Sally Cuddlez from Disney. I have been so depressed lately but this made me smile

Well on Friday I get to discuss setting up surgery can’t say I am not scared. Other than that I have a special trip to Hershey Park on the horizon not funded by me. Besides all of this I might play some WoW and watch the Orange is the New Black with Orc❤️