Today I met another of what I have called "The Crusaders." They are a special type of energy user who feel a never ending need to protect the weak and destroy the bad things in the world. There are things that they can see but I can't. I don't ever find myself the strongest, and I never will. In fact, as much as I know about the other kinds, I know very little of my own, or my real purpose. I just know that I feel like I am often at the center of things. I know what I have been told... Secrets from the other side that I sometimes forget. I am not meant to say some of this, I think, but I am being guided by a rogue, a careless, reckless rogue. I sometimes put myself in danger for his sake. But a rare few may see this and know exactly what I am saying. The sad truth is that I feel like a pawn the same way the rest of us do...and we are preparing for a war, which we don't even fully understand our side of.
I am unsure of myself and why I am the way I am, I just know that this is the way I always have been. I have memories of people and places and times that were long before me. I have pains from their lives. I have seen things that I wish I could pass off as "all in my head" But its hard to deny when you and your sister see them all together. I think we've both had this since we were young. We talked about it well into high school. She chose to develop religion as a solution, claiming that all of the conversations in our heads were demons, and that the monsters were just our shared imagination. But if she's like me, they never went away, and she will always see them, in the corner of her eye.
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Dragonrouge
10:40 Dec 09 2013
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