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I will miss u even thought i might try not to but this is somehting hard to do when it comes to These temptations of cuttin won't go away for i know that if i cut it will be the last one and my last night ..... thinking of you and hating myself for letting this happen.....But like always im the one to take the blame for everyones actions and for this night i shall want to sleep and never wake up....For life that i have always hated will soon come to an end .

Hateful feelings of mine that i hate so much.I hate these feelings of mine that always make me give my heart ti the person i deeply love,but yet again my heart and all my feelings are crushed. I think i have finally reached the end of my love life..The end to everything i believed in and the end to each word i've said for the last thing there is in my life it to live it in silence and forget about every one and im sorry for all my friends mostly sorry for myself yes I've reached the point when i feel pity for myself so i guess its time for me to say good bye