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I am so happy to day.

seeing my rant yesterday,I have decided to start and let some of you know what my life is like.

last night I was in bed like always and my kid was trying to move a cord that goes under my bed,I can not roll over on my side with out help,I have tried time and time again but I can't.I got mad and started to cry because I can't do some thing as little as roll on my side,and my kid said mom it's ok clam down just let's try this one more time,and I did....



OMG I ROLLED OVER ON MY LEFT SIDE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS BY MY SELF . YAY YAY YAY

i AM SO HAPPY, I still can't roll over on my right side yet with out help but in time i will.

I called my doctor to day and told her she was so happy ,she said this means my muscles are getting better.

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MidnightThirst
17:40 Sep 19 2013

Yay so proud of you, you should start making a daily journal that be cool Susan.

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MaliciousSurgeon
17:47 Sep 19 2013

congrats susan

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myricle
05:46 Sep 23 2013

Yay happy dance :)

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You know I have been thinking,some of the shit that is going on here on Vampire Rave is so fucked up.

every day I get up and I thank god I am a live,some day's I just want to die,more day's are like that then good.

any one who does know me know's i have been sick and i am not getting better.

I read shit in some one's journals about every other day talking shit on this person or that person and I am like wow you went there?

I come on here to talk to my friends who I CALL MY FRIENDS NOT YOUR'S and who I CALL MY SISTER'S NOT YOUR'S,and not a day goes by that some drama goes on with some one.

I wish one person had to live in my world for just one fucking week then she would have a reason to cry about shit.

I CAN'T WALK AND EVERY FUCKING DAY I TRY TO BUT I CAN'T and you think your fucking life SUCK'S?with in month's i have went from living a good life to bed and you don't see me crying about shit every day.

and then to top thing's off the hate this person has for it seem every one,get over shit and move on stop saying your fucking sorry for shit then doing it 2 day later again.

try to shut up and NOT TALK SHIT ON EVERY ONE FOR JUST ONE DAY.

one day you mite need some of the people you are talking shit on and they will not be there for you any more.





the post above has nothing to do with teetee,I am ranting about some one else,just saying for those of you who like to run your lips.





and I WILL PUT THIS OUT THERE TO WELL I AM RANTING.

I AM SICK OF PEOPLE TELLING ME WHAT TEETEE SAID AND PEOPLE TELLING HER WHAT I SAID,GROW UP ME AND TEETEE MAY NOT BE FRIENDS BUT SHE AND I DO TRY TO GET A LONG TO SOME POINT JUST TO KEEP THE DRAMA AWAY FROM US.



JUST SAYING.

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teetee
17:37 Sep 18 2013

welllllllllllllllllllllllll saiddddddddddddddddddddd.........................smiles

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xLadyZachariasx
18:10 Sep 18 2013

Susan well said honestly

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MidnightThirst
19:13 Sep 18 2013

Susan , you have open my eyes and made me realize how good I do have it, I think if one thing gets out of place, one argument is such a big deal when I myself could fix it, I am so ashamed of myself. I am young pretty healthy and have a life ahead of me . I have love yes we have our problems but we seem to always make it through . I wish I could take all your pain , I wish I could make you heal . I am so sorry for being such a bad friend. We all should have been thinking of you instead of our foolish little problems that usually fix itself in a couple of days. I love you Susan , I will do more smudging and chanting tonight and have my family do it as well through out today that you will have a healing . Thank you for posting this . All of us should stand back and see just how good we do have it. Hugs to you my friend

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Mystic
00:59 Sep 19 2013

Honesty, you nothing about honesty Cat. Maybe you need to reread that.

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MaliciousSurgeon
20:29 Sep 19 2013

Mystic shut your damn mouth and find a new obsession. I am sorry that you get your rocks off by stalking me

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