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You don't like being single, thus you jump into these shallow relationships based off of first impressions and who you want to fuck. Then you act all surprised when it doesn't work out. Just admit that your shallow, want to have sex, and don't be in denial that it is going to end badly. Don't piss and moan because you broke up. *initiate sarcastic voice*Yeah cauase there was no previous evidence from past expiriences of yourself or anyone else you know that relationships don't always end happily ever after. *end sarcastic voice*



Admit it, your taking a risk by getting into a relationship with someone and accept that the odds are stacked highly against you. You're gambling, don't romanticize the rush of rolling the dice or being dealt the hand, remember the shit feeling of losing all your money. You didn't win the jackpot dumb ass you won enough coins so you keep playing till you're broke. The game is rigged, you know it and you play anyone so if you don't like losing shut the fuck up and quit playing. Don't act fucking surprised you lost, you fucking know what you're getting into.



For you idiots complaining about being single, quite watching the romantic comedies, go outside, makes some friends, have fun. Quit ditching people that like you to spend all your time with a guy/girl that is going to leave you alone forever in six-eight weeks. I'm so sick of this "everyone has to be in a relationship and settle down bullshit." You're not going to fall in love with the dream guy you've always wanted and sugar, candy, rainbow, lollipop, sparkledust, kittenfluff. You are going to settle. You all settle. You will lie to yourselves until the day you die because you can't admit that you were to pathetic to take the time and actually get to know someone before deciding whether or not you wanted to date them.



Instead every date you have, turns from something that should be simple and exploratory to having to be some complex be all end all romantic experience.



You wanna be a self-deluded fool fine, but quit bitching about it all the time, there is more to life than dating. Quit claiming you'll never date again, because we all know 2 weeks from now you'll repeat the same dumb things you just did. So repetitive and boring.

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Zombigeddon
04:00 Jan 28 2014

This is one of the best journal entries I have read in a very long time.

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Everyone forgets me, eventually they stop texting, stop messaging, stop whatever and fade away, while I remain like the eternal darkness after all the light has gone out.

Okay so I started playing Kingdom hearts again from the very beginning of the very first game. There is some seriously deep shit in this game. Stick with me let me explain.



So your made to pick one of three objects, the wand, the sword, and the shield. each one represents different strengths /weaknesses. but in obtaining it you also have to give one up. Sacrificing one to improve the other.



Lets skip ahead a bit to where your answering the questions to the islander kids, it asks you what is most dear to you, possessions, friendship, or finding true love. You have to choose between friends or love. That is a seriously deep and complicated thing, then they throw having nice things in there too and your just suppose to click one.



"The closer to the light you get the bigger your shadow becomes" There is a lot of subtext there.



Kairi's little "don't ever change stunt" I read into that one as stay true to ones own nature but I'm not sure that's quite it.



Then there's Riku, who's line is "I'm not afraid of the darkness." well because he was not afraid he got sucked in consumed, he went to far too fast.maybe a little bit of fear is a good thing



That's not all. We later learn that the worlds were in light but those who's worlds were connected to the darkness learned about the multitude of worlds out there. Darkness connects things and even as a symbol of destruction it opened up a multiverse of possibilities. Then there is the flip side that everything being connected is destroying worlds, that there is a price for this knowledge.





Let us not forget Riku's whole "why were we born on this world if there are others." So many questions about fate, purpose, or is it all just random.



None of the choices you make effect the ending though, it doesn't't matter...thats so...aggravating.



I think this is the beginning to a very long essay.

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TheBuzzards
00:57 Jan 08 2014

Are you playing the Kingdom Hearts Collection on PS3? Or playing them on the PS2? Any which way, it is actually a fun and interesting game. Including with all the Disney characters that has a role in the game.

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Saradreza
04:27 Jan 16 2014

I play on the good old PS2

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I just played the worst round of battlefield in my life, not only was the majority of them in a party they invited me to but they all acted like they were under 15 and had the coordination of a group of kindergartners. Never have I seen such a lack of tactics in my life. I don't even have words to describe how bad it was. Seriously if your going to play an M rated game with the big boys and girls then act like an adult.

So I was at a party with a really good friend and we went over to her friends’ house. Anyways nice people but I ended up drinking and my friend fell asleep and I was getting really uncomfortable. I only really knew one other person there and I am antisocial to begin with. Anyways I called another friend of mine to come pick me up and I went over to his place. I then proceeded to burst into tears which I never do especially in front of someone. My friend put on some music (Iron Maiden, Danzig, Dio, etc) and fed me pizza and made sure I was okay and its pretty much the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me.