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Kill me now and twist the knife,

I don't want to be here, to live this life.



I hurt all over from all kinds of pain.

I feel it stop and start up again.



Oh why is it that I must feel this way.

It's all the time, during the night and the day.



To when will this all come to an end.

Only wanting the love of a good friend.



My tears fall for one that is my true mate.

They are dead and gone, will this too be my fate?



Holding close my treasured thoughts so dear.

To the one that I love who I wish was here.



Time will only tell how the end is for me.

Without your love, forever lonely I shall be.

A light touch, a soft caress,

is all I need for this upon my breast.



Feelings of love and romantic true,

Yurning to be loved by someone like you.



There is no love, there is no lust

There is only pain that is a must.



When will I be found,

to be in loved, like heaven bound.



Passions and intensity is all around,

For I am to be lonely

that is where I am bound





Pain overwhelms me as my heart pounds.

Love is never near from the way it sounds.



No time for me to wallow and desipate.

Love will come to me,

only after being second rate.

The light is fading in once was a beautiful mind.

How can I be nothing if my words are not kind?



Love is about and yet I am not,

loneliness is what I have brought.



Casscades of tears flow from my wounds so deep,

every nite I do, as I cry myself to sleep.



Pain rips through me, like a bullet from a gun.

When will it be time for me to have joyous fun?



The Gods look upon me

and refuse to see,

the hurt at be,

Will I be free?



Times of tourment, of anguish and pain

When will my life be happy again?



Sorrow in ones heart to last many lifetimes

How can I tell without the signs?



They say the heart grows fonder with paitence

I am broken and torn so it makes no sense.



how I ache at the sight of lovers holding hands

kissing and loving becuz they've made plans.



why does love pass me by

without saying a single hello or hyie.

so at this time I cry

because I have to say goodbye

Silver snakes travel on parallel lines

that stop and go to let the cattle be

injested and expelled

by these long moving beasts.



Desintations are predicted

by these lines from one end

of this monstorus chain of stops

to the other.



No burps can be heard

by these creatures

that flow with electricity

and move with great power.



Laughs, crys and dozzers

travel along to reach

their desintations within these

metallic mechanical worms that

travel the underbelly of the city.



Reading, drinking and talking up storms

of thoughts and verbal diarrhea.

Darkness is about with only a small glimps

of outside light to let the cattle

know what time it is.



To and fro those snakes will go

until their time to do their best,

when they are with their breathern

for a good nites rest.

I heard the birds sing as the dawn breaks to greet the new day.



As I sit and watch the sky getting brighter each and every minute.



The time ticks as the sun rises over the horizon, I feel like a flower just opening it's petals to have the sun's rays touch them with it's warmth.



As the sun grows with heat, I am being sufocateds by it.



Slowly I wilt and fade into the unknown abiss which is called death.

As I sit in this lonely dark room as I wait to make my move on this up coming prey that awaits for me in this darken room.



Paitence is the key til I am ready to pounce and rip them open by their juggler vein and drink my fill with that life enduring lust for blood that I crave so much.



To see them squirm in my grasp, turn me on with life everlast as they go limp inmy hands as I drain them of their life force.



Sweet flowing blood that I love so dear without it I shall peish greatly.



After feeding, I wait until the next night.

When I can come out to play once more and return to this darken room and await my next victim and when I can pounce again.

There was a love that I had was true.

Which has left, making me feel blue.



This love is centuries old, which is stronger and more precious than gold.



So why did he leave his love behind?

Not out of spite but to be kind.



Pain and suffering my tears heavily flow.

Why did he leave me? Why did he have to go?



Now I sit in this dark, empty house alone.

Only to receive comfort from my pet who hasn’t flown.



I did what I could to keep our love alive.

This break up is painful, but I will try to survive.



It’s hard to let go when you know he is the one.

I have no reason to live, he was my reason that life was worth living.



Now since he’s not here, life is not so forgiving.

Will he ever come back to me, the one I love so dear.



In this case I think not and that is what I fear.

All this coming from a heart which is broken in two.



With what I have left, I will always love you.

Sadness has enveloped my heart, like the wings of a bat devouring its prey.



Time keeps on moving as the pain shifts, moving over my being showing me that there is more to come.



When ever I look for a ray of hope,

all I see is a sliver of pain that penitrates my soul that seem to never lift.



When will I be loved?

When will I be happy?

When will it be time for me?

when will I be released from this anginizing pain that life has offered me?



who knows, only that the gods know, for it is them that like to see me in pain and under constant suffering.



When will I be free?