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I grew up on an extremely wide spectrum of Music.On one side I listened to Bach,Chopin and especially Vivaldi(others too).But when I spent time with my father I listened to Black Sabbath,Rob Zombie and Metallica.



When I was 12,I accidently stumbled onto MM`s(I like to call him that) Music.At the time I had already begun to go through that stage of adolescence when everything seems to suck and everyone seems to be against you.Cliche I know,but that`s the truth.



I decided to listen to some of his Music and found a strong Connection,probably because I already wrote poetry(though really terrible poetry) at the time.MM`s lyrics inspired me to write and to let go of my ideas,put them on paper instead of letting them stew in my head.



I liked his choice of instrumental beats as well,truth be told.Growing up in a Musical Family makes you automatically count rhythm when you hear a song.



Anyway I decided to watch an interview with MM from the year 2000 ,in which he showed the Viewer a typical day for him.He looked or sounded so distant and seemed to dislike the Attention.He showed himself honestly and openly,without posturing or pride.It was then that I really began to respect him.



My favorite Quote from him,about him is ``As the Beatles were bigger than Jesus,Marilyn Manson is bigger than Satan``



I don`t like singers who are not as talented as him,

constantly publicizing how awesome they are.

Marilyn sings about the darkness in all of us and not about cars,money or Lifeforbiddens.Of course that doesn`t mean that all his Music is better than all other Music,but his Overall forbidden is far better than that of those musicians that don`t like him.He tries to Show us the ugly face of humanity,a face that we powder and hide.



All in all I must say that my favorite contemporary rock musician is and probably always will be Marilyn Manson

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poisonwhore
22:54 Nov 11 2013

I remember the first time I listened to Marilyn Manson. He will forever have a special place in my heart for him. He inspired me much more than many bands before I heard of him. As you said he's not showy or bullshitting. He's is down to earth.





When I met him I couldn't believe how lovely he was.

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At times I feel like nothing is real.Kind of like Tyler from Fight Club.So here I am at work having slept for 3 hours yesterday.I half expect to bump into some fairytale creature.The only reason that I changed shifts is because my colleague´s kid is sick and he needs to stay with him.So now I´m looking at all these people and wondering how they can function in the sun.Although it is pretty cloudy today.Which for me is a good thing,since I hate sunny mornings.I prefer a beatiful sunset to a pretty sunrise.

On the upside though I can drink all the energy drinks that I want,for free because everyone knows of my insomnia and the fact that I hate mornings.

As I live in Europe,there`s always really old neighbourhoods around me.I sometimes wander in them,when I have the time.There`s this Feeling of being removed from time when you see a McDonalds next to a 17th or 16th century cathedral.

It makes one wonder if in 500 years People will look upon an old Skyscraper and think of what life was like for us.We are in this way all wanderers,who walk a single path,built upon the ruins of hundreds of older paths,which were walked upon by our ancestors.

But at night it really does feel that you might meet a Knight or a witch or something of that nature.

The Stones of the streets are also old,dating back to before the first world war.This is what it truly means to be a lost Soul,a Person Born into an era that doesn`t suit their understandings or ideals.For if a Person from the Middle Ages would walk in our time,they would not survive,just as we would not survive were we to be transported in time to their time period.Only when two time periods intersect is there truly hell.If you are a child Born between two distinctly different centuries,then you will be a lost Soul,for you cannot connect to either time.Sometimes I feel more at ease without the Society that we have today,though I do depend on it and would not give it up.

I can`t believe that I lost my phone.I never lose anything,grr.But probably my friend,Jacob has it.He always mistakes other peoples` phones for his.Oh well,looks like I`m phoneless till tommorow

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Sangreas
00:59 Oct 13 2013

Found it.I hate losing things right before I Need them

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I love to cook and I always catalog all the stuff that I cook.So recently a lot of girls have been asking me how I learned to cook so well.When I think back it`s probably because I grew up in a Family of Gourmets.Seriously who`s even heard of Lobster stuffed with black caviar and served with a side of mussels and White wine?

I mean that`s Food that you put on a movie set,not on a dinner table.But no,my dad always used to cook stuff like that.So I grew up into this crazy cook,that can create and Change any recipe.

I`ve got a cookbook,written by me personally that spans around 250 pages.I mean I`ve got personal Dessert,cocktail,food recipes you Name it in there.

Now why do I Need to be some Gourmet cook?

I don`t really.I just like my Steaks medium rare and a nice glass of Italian Primitivo.But hey if anyone`s interested,then please ask me all about my recipes.No Point in People not trying new Food.haha



Sorry for the rant.I just Kind of had to do that

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lordess
14:33 Oct 10 2013

I just had white rice with bean sprouts for dinner. No curry, no soup, nothing. It's my comfort food. Gourmet cooking? It's been some time. :)

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Today I ``bumped`` into an old flame from my school days in Cyberspace.What surprised is me is that she admitted that she missed me and wanted to get back together.Kind of sucks,since I moved away due to work.But I still felt that strange pull,which I felt back in school when I was a hormone driven chimp.I always liked her and for more than her usual traits.She was the Inspiration for the poetry that I used to write.When she read my new poetry,she said that my forbidden had become more refined and professional.The criticism of a woman who I once loved when we were both little idiots.made me cry.To think that I had lost touch with a Person who was not only a Lover to me,but also a critic and a muse,the thought made me re-evaluate my views on People.I have dozens of ``friends``,a hundred or two ``buddies`` and maybe 50-60 ``homies``.But I only have 3 real friends and as for a real Lover,I maybe had two.To get one of them back(as the other took a different path),made me realize just how valuable loyalty and togetherness is.We are animals and just like any other animal we require a mate,not just for games and social functions,but a mate who will stand by us,who will pick us up when we fall,who will criticize us and berate us,yet love us for who we are.So if anyone reads this and thinks that they have found someone who will stand by them,I give a Piece of advice.Do not use force to Keep them,let them make their own decisions,but if they come back welcome them with love and acceptance.

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lordess
15:35 Oct 07 2013

I wouldn;t know how it would feel for an old flame to return... but I'm thinking it just pulls up memories that we wish to keep buried.. let sleeping dogs lie, they say. I'd prolly go, "Which part of 'I wish you'd drop off the face of the earth' don't you understand?" Lol... Ah well. :)

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Today a good friend of mine got fired.He asked me to look at his Tarot Cards and tell him when he`d get a new Job.Though I told him that it doesn`t work like that he still insisted and I did it.Unfortunately this guy must cursed or jinxed or something in that direction.He had nothing but bad luck.When I explained this to him,he wanted me to redo the reading,so I did.But the main three Cards from the first reading appeared on the second and then he said that I must be stacking the deck.So he took the Cards himself,shuffled them and laid them out again without me touching them.Imagine his shock and my laughter when the Cards where again the same as for the last two times.I`ve got a Talent with Tarot Cards,but I cannot Count the number of Christians that wanted to excorsize me,the number of psychiatrists that said I was crazy and so forth.Fortunately,some People actually like my esoterics

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lordess
15:37 Oct 07 2013

Name-callings are abound. People shun what they do not comprehend. I believe that those who tread this path have to make a sacrifice. It is a Calling rather than something we get paid for. Don't push it. Just go with the flow.

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