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If I had a world of my own

Everything will be nonsense

Nothing will be what it is

Because everything will be what it isn't



I invite you to a world

Where there is no such thing as time

And every creature lens themselves

To change your state of mind



And the girl that chase the rabbit

Drank the wine and took the pill

Has locked herself in limbo

To see how it truly feels



To stand outside your virtue

No one can ever hurt you

Or so they say



Her name is Alice

(Alice)

She crawls into the window

Shapes in shadows, Alice

(Alice)

And even though she's dreaming, she knows



Sometimes the curiosity

Can kill the soul but leave the pain

And every ounce of innocence

Is left inside her brain



And through the looking glass

We see she's painfully returned

But now off with her head

I fear is everyone's concern



You see there's no real ending

It's only the beginning

Come out and play



Her name is Alice

(Alice)

She crawls into the window

Shapes in shadows, Alice

(Alice)

And even though she's dreaming

She's unlocked the meaning for you



This kingdom good riddance

Good freedom and innocence

Has brought this whole thing down



Her name is Alice

(Alice)

She crawls into to the window

Shapes in shadows, Alice

(Alice)

And even though she's dreaming

She's unlocked the meaning



She's unlocked the meaning for you



In contrary was, what it is it wouldn't be

And what it wouldn't be it would, you see



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3nbYr8NKGQ

I found that the song ``The Breath of Life`` by Florence and the Machine really helps me to Keep myself calm,strange as the Music is supposed to be very emotional.Anyway here are the Lyrics:



Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I was looking for a breath of life

A little touch of heavenly light

But all the choirs in my head sang,

No oh oh



To get a dream of life again

A little vision of the start at the end

But all the choirs in my head sang,

No oh oh



But I needed one more touch

Another taste of heavenly rush

And I believe, I believe it

So oh oh oh









And I needed one more touch

Another taste of divine rush

And I believe, I believe it

So oh oh oh



Whose side am I on?

Whose side am I?

Whose side am I on?

Whose side am I?



And the fever began to spread

From my heart down to my legs

But the room is so quiet,

Oh oh oh



And although I wasn't losing my mind

It was a chorus so sublime

But the room was too quiet,

Oh oh oh



I was looking for a breath of life

A little touch of heavenly light

But all the choirs in my head sang,

No oh oh



To get a dream of life again

A little vision of the start at the end

But all the choirs in my head sang,

No oh oh



[Instrumental]

It's a long way and it's come to claim her

And I always say,

We should be together

I can see the look,

Because this song has began it

And if you are gone,

I will not be long (Be long, be long, be long)



And I started to hear it again

But this time it wasn't the end

And the room is so quiet,

Oh oh oh



And my heart is a hollow plane

For the devil to dance again

But the room is too quiet

Oh oh oh



I was looking for the breath of a life

A little touch of a heavenly life

But all the choirs in my head sang

No, oh oh

After my last relationship,I went through what I like to call ``emotional withdrawal``.Basically a broken heart,though it was a lot worse than that.

The only Thing that kept me going was my poetry and this particular song.Here are the lyrics:



"Try"





All I know

Is everything is not as it's sold

but the more I grow the less I know

And I have lived so many lives

Though I'm not old

And the more I see, the less I grow

The fewer the seeds the more I sow



Then I see you standing there

Wanting more from me

And all I can do is try

Then I see you standing there

Wanting more from me

And all I can do is try



I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness

And all the real people are really not real at all

The more I learn, the more I learn

The more I cry, the more I cry

As I say goodbye to the way of life

I thought I had designed for me



Then I see you standing there

Wanting more from me

And all I can do is try

Then I see you standing there

I'm all I'll ever be

But all I can do is try

Try



All of the moments that already passed

We'll try to go back and make them last

All of the things we want each other to be

We never will be

And that's wonderful, and that's life

And that's you, baby

This is me, baby

And we are, we are, we are, we are

Free

In our love

We are free in our love



here`s the Youtube link

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3--1Kw2UHDQ

This song inspired me to write a lyrical Poem of the same name



[Hook: Rihanna]

I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed

Get along with the voices inside of my head

You're trying to save me, stop holdin' your breath

And you think I'm crazy, yeah you think I'm crazy



[Verse 1: Eminem]

I wanted the fame, but not the cover of Newsweek

Oh well, guess beggars can't be choosey

Wanted to receive attention for my music

Wanted to be left alone in public excuse me

For wanting my cake, and eat it too, and wanting it both ways

Fame made me a balloon cause my ego inflated

When I blew see, but it was confusing

Cause all I wanted to do is be the Bruce Lee of loose leaf

Abused ink, used it as a tool when I blew steam

Hit the lottery, oh wee

But with what I gave up to get was bittersweet

It was like winning a used mink

Ironic cause I think I'm getting so huge I need a shrink

I'm beginning to lose sleep: one sheep, two sheep

Going cuckoo and cooky as Kool Keith

But I'm actually weirder than you think cause I'm...



[Hook]



[Bridge: Rihanna]

Well, that's nothing



[Verse 2: Eminem]

Now, I ain't much of a poet but I know somebody

Once told me to seize the moment and don't squander it

Cause you never know when it all could be over tomorrow

So I keep conjuring, sometimes I wonder

Where these thoughts spawn from

(Yeah, pondering'll do you wonders

No wonder you're losing your mind, the way it wanders)

Yodel-odel-ay-hee-hoo

I think you've been wandering off down yonder

And stumbled onto Jeff VanVonderen

Cause I need an interventionist to intervene between me and this monster

And save me from myself and all this conflict

Cause the very thing that I love's killing me and I can't conquer it

My OCD is conking me in the head

Keep knocking, nobody's home, I'm sleepwalking

I'm just relaying what the voice in my head is saying

Don't shoot the messenger, I'm just friends with the...



[Hook + Bridge]



[Verse 3: Eminem]

Call me crazy, but I have this vision

One day that I'll walk amongst you a regular civilian

But until then drums get killed

And I'm coming straight at MCs, blood get spilled

And I take it back to the days that I get on a Dre track

Give every kid who got played at, pumped up feeling

And shit to say back to the kids who play 'em

I ain't here to save the fucking children

But if one kid out of a hundred million

Who are going through a struggle feels and then relates, that's great

It's payback, Russell Wilson falling way back in the draft

Turn nothing into something, still can make that, straw into gold chump

I will spin Rumpelstiltskin in a haystack

Maybe I need a straight jacket face facts, I am nuts for real

But I'm okay with that, it's nothing, I'm still friends with the...



[Hook + Bridge]

The band Blackmore`s night has an amazing song,Faerie Queen



Here are the Lyrics:

Over on the hill

There grows a flower

Growing quicker still

More perfect by the hour

Deep within that flower

Is a tiny chair

All a-fringed with gold

The fairy queen sits there…



It is in her breath

That the wind does blow

It is in her heart

As pure as winter snow

It is in her tears

Crystal raindrops fall

And within her years

That she is in us all…



*Oh dark eyes

Help me see

Just one look

She is gone

Look on me

We are one

Fading with the setting sun…



As the willow bows

To her majesty

All the forest flowers

Love her mystery

Who would not admire

Who does not adore

Who does not desire

Who wishes to see more?



here`s a link

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=inath9I4xc0

This will be my favorite Songs/lyrics section

I got hooked on a song by the band Gorillaz,called Sunshine in a Bag.A good friend of mine introduced me to their Music.



Here are the lyrics:



Ooo ooo ooo ooo ooo

I ain't happy, I' m feelin glad

I got sunshine in a bag

I'm useless, but not for long the future is comin' on



I ain't happy, I' m feelin glad

I got sunshine in a bag

I'm useless, but not for long the future is comin' on

is comin' on is comin' on is comin' on is comin' on



(poof)

Yeah, ha ha

Finally someone let me outa' my cage

Now time for me is nothin' cuz I'm countin' no age

Naw I couldn't be there, now you shouldn't be scared

I'm good at repairs (s'all simple), and I'm under each snare

Intangible (aww naw), bet you didn't think so I command you to

Panoramic view (you), look I'll make it all manageable

Pick and choose (hmph), sit and loose, all you different crews

Chicks and dudes, who you think is really kickin' tunes

Picture you gettin down in a picture too, like you lit the fuse

You think it's fictional, mystical, maybe

Spiritual, hear all who appears in you to clear your view when (yeah) your too crazy

Lifeless, to those a definition for what life is

Priceless, to you because I put you on the hype shit

Ya like it

Gun smokin', righteous with one, token psychic among

they'll posess you with one go



I ain't happy, I' m feelin glad

I got sunshine in a bag

I'm useless, but not for long the future is comin' on



I ain't happy, I' m feelin glad

I got sunshine in a bag

I'm useless, but not for long the future (that's right) is comin' on

is comin' on is comin' on is comin' on is comin' on



The essence, the basics

Without it you make it

Allow me to make this childlike in nature

Rythm, you have it or you don't

That's a fallacy

I'm in them

Every sprouting tree, every child apiece

Every cloud at sea

You see with your eyes, I see destruction and demise

Corruption in the skies (that's right)

From this fuckin' enterprise, now I'm sucked into your lies

Through Russ so not his muscles but percussion he provides

With me as a (say what) guide

Y'all can see me now cuz you don't see with you eye

You percieve with your mind

Thats the end (fuck em)

So I'ma stick around with Russ and be a mentor

Bust a few rhymes (bah boom boom boom boom) so mother fuckers remember where the thought is

I brought all this, so you can survive when law is lawless(why here)

Feelings, sensations that you thought was dead (yup)

No squeeling, remember that it's all in your head



I ain't happy, I' m feelin glad

I got sunshine in a bag

I'm useless, but not for long the future is comin' on



I ain't happy, I' m feelin glad

I got sunshine in a bag

I'm useless, but not for long my future is comin' on

is comin' on is comin' on is comin' on is comin' on

My future (future) is comin' on

is comin' on (future future future) is comin' on is comin' on is comin' on

My future is comin' on

is comin' on (future future future) is comin' on is comin' on is comin' on

My future is comin' on

is comin' on is comin' on

My future is comin' on

is comin' on is comin' on (future future future)

My future is comin' on

is comin' on is comin' on

My future



Here`s a YouTube link

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TNN9MnbhqKY