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I noticed that I`ve been eating out a lot.For me this is weird because I ussually cook a lot and I enjoy it

My Little blood disease got worse,a lot worse.I hate these genetic conditions that just randomly grow worse as you Age.This particular one is genetic with no cure,just management of the symptoms.

Thing is it still screws with my Body.I can`t sleep,I have no Appetite and every breath of air feels like I`m breathing in liquid Mercury.



Then there`s These periods of total pain when nothing helps.It sucks,because a good friend of mine saw what I can be like when the condition is fully manifested.I`m not rational then,because the pain is unbearable.Nothing seems enjoyable then.



Human beings avoid pain whenever possible,I`ve lived in almost constant pain without painkillers for almost 10 years now.It grows on you.



My next Transfusion of red blood cells should Tide me over till the end of the month,but I doubt it.

As I grow older,the symptoms increase.Don`t know how my grandmother is still alive at 82 with this condition.



Anyway at least no one has to be hurt by my stupid pain,besides me