Deppressed21:27 Jan 13 2014
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I've been feeling deppressed recently and it sucks.Plus due to unpredictable weather,I have constant headaches,but ok to hell with that.I'm not sure why I feel deppressed,but I noticed that I spend all my spare time(which I don't have a lot of) in bed.I don't sleep,just lie here like a weird human shaped blob and can't get up.
I have to force myself to swim,work out and just work everyday
I also don't have any appetite,it sucks because I love to cook
Maybe this has to do with the weather,it does affect me and I do get headaches from rapidly changing weather.Plus I realized that I should never in my life get drunk,though I did do that back in my sophomore year of college and a lot.
Anyway point is I'm all out of sorts,the only thing that helps are Gummi Bears.
Yes I confess that I still love Gummi Bears,something,maybe the only childlike thing left in me.
They're colorful,delicious and seriously help me get through my weird artistic deppression,which has been recently more severe than usual.
But I have to eat them in private,because I look like some sugar junkie,gobbling down two or three packs of gummi bears in a sitting
I want to stop,but it's almost like they're alive
Like they call to me,
"Sang,Sang
You're blue,Sangreas
Just one bite and you'll be happy"
So I start with one and as I cram those stupid gummi bears into me and chew,I realize that I need more,until I come to my senses and realize that I ate three packs in less than 30 minutes
Please help
Save me from my Gummi Bears
Haha
Anyway thanks for reading my insane thoughts
This helps a lot and I appreciate all of my readers on VR,
you guys(and girls) are the best
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