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This is one of the few places I can be myself... Yet I find it hard to accept that I can only express my true self online. It's been a full year since I came out as a vampire... I feel more alone than I did before... Why do people think Im stupid or that i don't have the ability to understand what is going on around me?



I have no desire to be anything. And the words that pass through my lips are always put under a psychological Lens when all my words are supposed to be taken with artistic expression. Even though sometimes looks like a child's finger painting..



Yesterday I dropped an egg on the floor and broke down to my knees blithering like a child about this broken egg on the floor in front of me. What is wrong with me? Am I damaged? Why can't I just be happy like before? I don't know.