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My friend (ash) stayed thee night last night, and im soooo tired this morning, we went to bed at like 3 and woke up at 10-ish. that is hard for a kid like me. well im a teenager, but still!!!

sooo we went to see alive in wonderland in 3d again last night and i bought some amazing johnny depp earrings :) . ash bought a shirt and some makeup (go Hot Topic!!) thee movie was ofcourse amazingg!!!

Okay, so today me and my friend ashlyn (AshlynJayne) saw alive in wonderland in 3d, and since shes staying the night at my house, you know it has to get crazy.

We have on, Purple eye-shadow on my right and her left, and blue eye-shadow on thee other, it looks so amazing and to top it off, we are wearing bright pink lip-stick.

It is totally amazing and i feel extremly special!! and im sure she does to! being bored has it's perks,

-Sammy

Okay, so I have written a couple entry's and thank you for spending your time reading them. :) plz comment on this one and tel me what you would like to hear more about, (Poems, story, My life, Boys, Questions about me, ect) anything you want just let me know!!

At Thee the moment im incredibly bored, but i plan to have a very funn night tonight, my bestie-est bestie is coming over, shes amazing,



but this scary guy is im-ing me on myspace, and i have no clue who he is, im 14 and hes, like 24?? scary ugly guy. :))





I'm drinking a vanilla doubleshot energy coffee drink, from starbucks, eating some granola bars, and writing this, listing to escape the fate- situation :)) most aazingg song everr

at the moment my love life sucks hugebutt cheeks, :) which is reallly bad.



the kid im in love with,. let me explain from the begininng, we've known each other since elemantry school. we dated over the summer, and the begining of the school year and were totally in love, then he broke my heart, i found out he had a crush on my 2 best friends, and i still kept talking to him, and he said he didnt like them anymore, and im still inoove with him but not like obseesed, and hes been flirting with me, and everyone agrees but him, he says hes just being 'nice' yet he annoys me on purpose,. sometimes :) but if you read this, please let me know if i should find some more fish in the sea, or try and stick with him.



Thx!!!

I'm Always wondering about him, thiking if i did the right thing. sometimes i do, and others i dont. i always second guess myself. My friend thinks that i just need to move on because hes being, odd lately, but that doesnt make me stop loving him, or help me get over him. i don't know how to get over my first love, people say that your first love is never really over. and if it keeps going like this, then my life might end sooner than its supposed to. I m wondering if i hsould txt my ex. but she doesnt think so. he was sorta abusive, shes watns me to txt someone else, and he was the first person i dated, and he hurt me. i dont know if we could be friends again.i think maybe i should stop talking to my first love, mayb things would be easier for both of us, but i cant go without txting him for a couple days, without staring at him in class or smiling when i think about him. everynight hes in my dreams, i dont think that anyone else has problems like me, sometimes i feel so...alone.

and other times i just want to be left alone. i dont think i know what i want.but what if i never do? will i be like this forever? always questioning? never answering? that could really bother me. ughhh, maybe ill try and think a little more later.

byebye