Ok yes I'm poly and trans. I get it it's not something everyone gets to experience. But I'm tired of tired of the assumptions. People jumping to conclusions or talking to my partners about things they could just ask me. I'm tired of being a fetish or an experience. I get sick of only being loved in private. I want to love and live without limits. I want to feel needed and not just desired. To let my heart love as much as it was made to love. I suck at most things in life do not rob me of the one thing I'm good at......
Seems like my past is one thing I will never escape. Flash backs come and go like day dreams that steal the light from soul. Reminding me of the cost of my life. Family and friends died the day I survived. Better be than I and one to young to be anything less than pure. The sounds and the emotions hit like I'm still there and in the dark I see thier death once more. I cry and scream awakening lost and confused. Then my day is left in a fog as I live inside a body that fits like a bad suit. I try to smile and entertain but the mask is only so deep and the pain is a river ready to brake the wall of the guilded gate.
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Vampireking777
10:18 Feb 08 2020
Ya love can be hard to find cheer up 👍