Not to long ago ( a week or so) I had several anxiety attacks at work. Problem is I haven't been stressed or anything! To be honest I've been getting shit straightened out. But this song is about how it felt for me. It felt like i was having a heart attack at work and i had to sit for a while before going back :(. It suck. I got the inspiration to write something like this when i was listening to Thursday (AWESOME BAND!)
The Anxiety
Burning, Crashing, Falling
The pain is too much it’s like dying
My heart is just stop
I feel myself drop
I can’t breathe I can’t see
What’s happening to me
Is it a heart attack
That’s put me on my back
There’s nothing wrong they say
Your healthy they say
Well what the hell was that
It sure felt like death
That cold touch I still feel
Don’t tell me it wasn’t real
The anxiety is killing me
The anxiety won’t leave
It’s still hurts it’s still there
Even though I’m standing here
The pressure isn’t gone
It’s work isn’t done
I fear the worst
One more push and it’s cursed
What am I suppose to do
Where do I go
There’s nothing wrong they say
Your healthy they say
Well what the hell was that
It sure felt like death
That cold touch I still feel
Don’t tell me it wasn’t real
The anxiety is killing me
The anxiety won’t leave
I can hear the count down
10 9 8
I can hear the beats of my heart slow
7 6 5
The pressure builds within
4 3 2
I feel a stabbing pain in my arm
1 DEAD
AM I DEAD
WHERE DO I TREAD
IT SO DARK NO LIGHT
I WISH FOR IT’S WARMTH SO BRIGHT
AT THE END THERE’S NO TUNNEL
NO TUNNEL BUT OBLIVIONS FUNNEL
Is this my death
Was that my last breath
COMMENTS
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Isis101
01:32 Mar 19 2009
See there...sometimes the most creativity comes from chaos...take care!