Spirals
Circles
A deep sky of purple
I’m lost at sea
Stuck in misery
I’m either in blue
Or losing my hue
Red takes over with fury
And yet the say green is for envy
I watch the clock
Tick tock
Every passing second feeling bleak
With all my emotions ready to burst
Is this really my curse
What could possibly go worse
Black and white consume
This rainbow of emotion is my doom
Gray is the color of neutrality
And yet here I am in this harsh reality
I watch the day fade to night
Seeing the colors fade from my sight
My body becoming numb
In the night I may succumb
The voices telling me it’s over
The hands reach out touching my shoulder
Pain comes again
Leading me to my end
I stare at the crescent moon
Wishing it was over soon.
My name is of no importance
My existence is of no significance
Everywhere I turn
I always get burned
Walking the path of pain
Yet free of a chain
Beaten
Broken
and defeated
My heart can't take it
I scream in pain with bloody spit
My tears feel like blood
They may as well be
Yet, does anyone truly know me
This world has been stained by hate
is this truly my only fate
Again I am nothing, but a broken doll
Beyond repair, to any and to all
Is there anyone out there who is my true friend?
Those who will not judge me for my actions
and would stick by my side through thick and thin
It seems like there is nothing
No one is there
It is just me
and the dark abyss that is my destiny
How naïve can I be
yet no one can truly see
Never again, just no more
I have been rotted to the core
Leave me be
It is for the best
The scars remain in my chest
So, should I throw in the towel
or just keep meeting pain wherever I go
just like the freaking snow
My color is black
the color of despair
stuck in a land with no air
The flower that I be
Is no more than a rose you see
Yet I have not bloomed quite yet
the frost of winter has kept me like this
I don't want to be like this anymore
Friends help me see the light
So I won't have any fright
and end it all in vain
COMMENTS
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BeautifulCatastrophe
03:23 Dec 12 2017
uh oh...what's going on?