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A SOLDIERS LIFE N STORIES
23:58 Aug 17 2008
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i need to get this off my chest i know theres alot of soldiers on here like myself...we go through it all but thats the life we chose..bein a soldier is not easy the things we see, hear, and feel is something no person should have to deal with..... the lifes we take some inoccent, some not...but no matter what those poeple have lifes just as we do...they have kids n wives to that they swore they where goin to come home to and they never did.....heres my personal stroy of bein a soldier and my lose



on oct 25 2007 my second year of bein in the forcse i went to afganistan with my good friend james lynn he was a good man a brave one at that....him and i where in the same platoon we stood by eachother like glue for our whole life we joined at the same time not knowin what we would be...we both ended up bein in the infurtray..we fought together in this fight n the last....this year like the last i swore to him that he would be comin home with me....well the second week out there it was 3am and we where sleepin in a cave just out side of the city....that we where suppoest to rush n clean out...where men where killin other men, women and children of the same culture for land and power....james n i where sleepin but i was woken from foot steps and voices in the cave i looked at the corporl who at the time was chris norman and asked him do you hear that he said yes.....but where is it comin from he said??? i told him form in side teh cave and i will go look he said ok but be careful so i went through the cave but it made no since becasue we scooped out the cave before we made camp in it....but deeper in there was a crawl space that a person my size chould fit...i crawled through i came to the end of it about half a mile in and i saw in the far ememy soldiers they where campin in here to....little did both of us know that we both where in the same cave hidin and waitin for eachother...i went back to my platoon tryin not to make noise since now i know whos in with us....i made it back to my platoon and told chris what i saw we moved from the cave and found a different spot but this time it looked over the into the heart of the city.....but now we where worrid about snipers on the roof tops so we stayed low as possable....the sun finally came up and what to our eyes apear snipers on every thrid house they have not spotted us yet.....so we knew we have to change our postion again to a lower hill that will protect us more so we moved out crawlin so we would not be seen.....well we made it to a taller hill that covers us......but one guy was not behide the hills protection and stood up a sniper on the far right saw him and shot him....thats when our sniper started pickin them off the roof tops....but the soldiers from the cave found us so we hit the ground and we open fired.....three of us where shot james bein one.....james was hit in the leg n right shoulder the medic looked at him with james bleedin bad i knew if james did not get out of here soon he would die...chris radioed for the chopper to come get the wonded...but the ememy soldiers where still movin in on us chris told the sniper to scoop out the roof tops one more time to make sure we can move to the other side of the hill and with that idea we mite have a chanse....the sniper said it was clear we moved to the other side of the hill there we where safe from the town veiw and some of the roof tops...we opened fire again this time with more luck and protection the sniper picked off the far ones on the field and on the roof tops has we took out the close ones.....but while the sniper was not watchin the roof tops one of the ememys climbed to the roof top...and spotted james....james was shot in the back but this time the bullet went right through him..... james hit the ground i couldnt help but yell and watch him with fear while james lies there lifeless i lost it and i throw a hand granda i started poppin off as many ememys as i could with my rifle.... before i was shot in the chest i to hit the ground but this time i herd james voice "kim" i got up makin sure him and i where not in range of fire...i looked at james and he looked at me he put his hand in mine...with a look in his eyes to this day i will never forget...now james was not a man to be scared or cry....but the look in his eyes was scared and worried...that man for once in his life cried...because i knew he was scared and we both knew he was not goin to make it.....and i would not either if help would not come soon.....i kissed james hand lettin him know i was here for him.... james said " promise me something promise me you wont forget me and you wont forget the good times we had" but in a soft voice he said "please forget about this momment right now for i will always be with you"...then i started to cry.....i looked at james and told him i will never forget while i rub my face on his hand... i felt james grip losin i look back at james and he passed away....right then and there i started havin flash backs of how we use to be all the good timess we had and all the joy i had around him....then i lost it again and i strated to shake james body and i started yellin "you cant leave me i need you" then i remember chris pullin me off him sayin "hes gone kim theres nothin you can do"...i did not want to believe it i loved that man...chris held me while rifles where still bein shot and grandas where still blowin up in the distents...then the choppers came james and i where flone out i was rushed to a hospital....and james will we all know where he went.....when i went home chris came to my house and handed me james tags...."i know he would want you to have these" chris said....i started cryin again now the reason it was so hard on me was because i loved that man as a brother....now to his day i regert not tellin him i loved him...because i know james loved me but he also never told me...and because of my lose i almost quite my job....but i did not and i was made corporl....now i trian and lead platoons in james honnor and bravarey





bein a soldier is hard and painful and it can mess up your life......losin someone close to you in war is the hardest....for the wives at home n the kids, and it hard on the friends at home n on the field....so please for james remembricne if you join the army know what your gettin in to and know that....someone well be hurt weather its you or your family....war is not a fun thing and it is life taken it will leave you with memorys no one ever wants and it can change your life......so make sure this is what you really want before you go along with it....

I MAY NOT BE PERFECT
05:41 Aug 10 2008
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I AM SORRY I AM NOT SEXY ENOUGH

I AM SORRY I AM NOT A TOOTHPICK

I AM SORRY I AM NOT STUCK UP

I AM SORRY FOR NOT BEING DUMB

I AM SORRY I AM NOT FUCKIN PERFECT

I AM SORRY I AM NOT WHAT YOU WANT

I AM SORRY I AM NOT SOMEONE ELSE

I AM SORRY FOR NOT BEIN A HOE



BUT I AM NOT SORRY FOR BEIN ME AND I WONT CHANGE FOR YOU I AM WHO I AM AND IF YOU DONT LIKE ME FOR ME THEN FUCK YOU I DONT NEED YOU...I AM NOT WASTIN MY TIME CHANGIN FOR SOMEONE WHO CANT SEE THE GREAT PERSON I AM.....I AM A AWESOME PERSON IF YOU GET TO KNOW ME THERES MORE TO ME THEN YOU CAN SEE AND TOUCH IF YOU WOULD ONLY LOOK....I MEAN I AM NOT UGLY BUT I ALSO KNOW I AM NOT SKINNY BUT THATS OK BECAUSE A LEAST I CAN STILL TOUCH MY TOES CAN YOU?.....GOD MADE US ALL DIFF SOME SEXIER THEN OTHERS BUT I AM SOMETHING NO ONE CAN EVER BE....ME!.....I AM PERFECT IN MY OWN EYES BECAUSE I LOVE AND CARE LIKE NO OTHER...AND THE PEOPLE WHO SEE THAT ARE THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME FOR ME..MY FRIENDS



BY KIM AKA CARBABE