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Yeah, I know I am

I can tell everyday when someone walks by me

They look, or maybe stare

Whisper to their friends

"Did you see her?"

Yeah, I can hear you.

I'm not deaf.

Ugliness isnt a disease

If it were I'd already be dead.

You can get close to me.

It wont affect you at all.

I'm used to this.

You like me for me

Until you see me.

"She looks like a dog"

No.

Chances are your dog looks better than me

I'm so sick of this

All of this ugliness...

Happy Fucking Father's Day

I hope you're happy I'm not there

It's not like you care or anything

about what goes on in my mind

or in my heart for that matter.

It's kind of sad that I remember how I used to feel

I'd love to go to your house

and play with all my toys.

When I was upset, that was where I wanted to go.

Funny how things change over the years isnt it?

Now I cant stand you.

I remember the McDonald's toys you gave us for our birthdays,

while the boys got $100 monster trucks,

or furbys when they were new.

I dont know whether it hurts or pisses me off more now.

I dont know if I care.

You cant seem to call on my birthday,

or on Christmas or Thanksgiving.

Or any other lousy holiday for that matter.

Did you know I cried when you didnt call?

Did it occur to you that I am 16 years old?

Yeah Dad. You youngest is that old.

Ready for more questions?

Did you know I lost my viriginity?

And did you know about my suicide attempt a few years back?

I figure Traci would have told you.

Funny how she makes excuses for you, when I know her feelings are like mine.

"He just doesnt know how to show he loves you, thats all"

Well bullshit to that.

I'm your blood.

Want me to prove it?

It's easily done...

Just get a knife...



Stop pretending you care.

You've never been there.

When I graduate will you be?

I doubt that too.

I jsut dont know what to say anymore...

Have fun with your life...

You wont be in mine

I hate to think of this as final

It's so hard to let go

You'll be in my mind and my memories

But I'd rather have you by my side

So many times we've talked

Somehow this topic never came up

I cant stand to see you leave

Your my best

Or alteast one of them

Yeah, I know

Nothing lasts forever

Even friendship

Distance seperates us

And it's not easy to take

I'm not sure how I'll manage to go on

It's like part of me is...

forever gone

Sometimes it's like my world is falling down on me

Suffocating, so I can't escape, even after I'm gone

I cant escape, and I can't take this pain anymore



Why can't people see that I'm only one person?

There's only so much I can take.

It's not like Wonder Woman went without her share of porblems.

But I'm just one girl.



I have pent-up frustration and I'm ready to explode.

My anger builds inside, and I'm the volcano.

My walls have to break; I'm not ever-lasting.

Just hope you're not the one who has to face the fire...