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Do this- Do that-

Be perfect- Be exact-

Learn quick- Be smart-

Don't mess up- Don't stand out-

But be different- Don't be the same-

Don't be all that- Don't play mind games



So many people trying to tell me who I am-

Who I was meant to be-

What my destiny has already made.

Forget the future-

Its already been told-

By the same people who are telling me to take chances in this world.

Confusion is a drug-

Once it starts- it only grows to a more psychotic increase.

Do this- Do that-

Be perfect- Be exact.

How can I be all you wanted-

When I don't know me?

When I have yet to dance under the rain clouds-

Have my heart broken-

Or grow apart from my friends?

I haven't felt sadness- the kind that makes your weep.

I haven't laugh the laughter- That makes happiness the greatest thing seeked.

Instead I am forced to listen-

To the people who can't make up their minds-

Be this- But do that...

What are you expecting of me?

But I guess that is life-

So confusing but grand.

Maybe when I am older-

They'll give me the chance to understand.

Till then- I'll be me-

Or at least the person I think I am.

Because I am learning-

That life has to be taken slowly- Like a child being urged to walk.

To hold out me hands for help and let the advice come along.

To smile and be positive and cry my tears when they come-

And to take it all one step at a time when the time comes.



-Sam



((Kinda corny- kinda confusing- but thats how I am feeling now so...blah....its my journal. haha. ))