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Im deaddddddddddddddddd
02:21 Nov 22 2005
Times Read: 546

If i had a gun last night right now my brains and blood would be all over the walls.

Thought
23:42 Nov 20 2005
Times Read: 547

There is a very find line between Love and the idea of being in Love with Love. As a friend has pointed out to me last night. But how amazing it is to be betrayed by both, is there any real kind of satisfaction with any? The human or Imortal will suffer all kinds of fate, mostly out of the deleting of love. But then again how are we to truly know what causes such things to come about.

Ramble
05:57 Nov 20 2005
Times Read: 551

I have been in fucking deep thought for a while not. My friend.... well i dont know. I have friends yes, i have a mom and a dad... 3 ... to be correct and a brother who i think hates me half the time. I also have a devil cat who trys to kill me whenever ii pet her. The people i habg around with my mom either doesnt like or just .. well doesnt like. But if im a loner then by all means socialize with fucking everyone! What the hell, people are two sided, do whats best, live a little. Bullshit here and bullshit there. Well you know what, maybe its best just to start all that bull crap all over again. Wouldnt ya like that? No sincear words capture your sould, makes you sway to and frow in a absence of life itself. Caputre another moment where there is nothing wrong, where you were in peace and everything seemed to be like a happy story. A film strip missing the most important fragments there ever were, where did they go? They never existed, nothing ever existed. What if all this isnt real? Nobody gives a shit anyhow.

Kill me
21:19 Nov 19 2005
Times Read: 554

You know cyinide pills look pretty damn good right about now...







If you wont do it then i might as well. Not saying ima go and fucking kill myself, all that shit has passed since 7th grade. None of that shit but jesus how alone things are. This is the worse death ever, where you fade out of everyones lives, one by one until your nothing again. Just there but nobody can see you. Thank you forever, for i am so far gone there is nothing left but a piece of dust.

ARRGGHHH
04:02 Nov 19 2005
Times Read: 557

I met a new friend, hes pretty awesome, outspoken but really nice. Just... i dont know with people who are older than me they say shit like "oh yeah you act so mature i like that" and yet they try to be all like "your too young i need to hide my thoughts from your innocent mind" Well if your like that you shouldnt talk to me. Im not the kind of person who is influenced by outragious words.

Toast
01:41 Nov 18 2005
Times Read: 559

Every time.. this kind of thing is getting so old. Day in and day out its the same old thing. But now its changed, into something better. Toast once raw is cooked... yay toast!





















This has no meaning what-so-ever

Pictures.. oh yeah because im weird
03:53 Nov 16 2005
Times Read: 568








Me on me bed looking like a dork















Peace sign... oooh yeah i look like a white mother effer













Self explainatory











No face, go figure eh?















Always smile to be stupid!













Haha thats my evil cat who likes to kill me, she goes in that box herself...









Me in the back left all in black with the rock on hand thing goin on ooooh yeah











Here... happy? Me nither











When i didnt know how to work the timer.. haha my friends sister is in the corner of the mirror too can ya see her?

NOOOOOOOOO
03:32 Nov 16 2005
Times Read: 569

Today pretty much sucked... best friend moved away but hey whats new this shit happens all the time so yeah just gotta move on and enjoy others blood to suck. Anyhow yeah not a damn thing goin on here so i will reade and try to reach the next level another day currently i am a Mosquito... weeeeeeee.

Scratch It
04:38 Nov 15 2005
Times Read: 575

Today I had to go to the drug store to get something for my vagina. That sumabitch itches and burns like a wool condom. For some strange reason a vomit green putred goo will seap out of me every now and then and I usually seem to solve this problem with a tampon or two. I ran out of tampons 2 hours ago, so I resorted to a roll of toilet paper. Can somebody help me? My vagina smells like pine.



Oh yeah, my Boyfriend is God. All Hail.













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That was wrote by mu boyfriend... and its sick but whatever im not deleting it... your sick you little tease.

Missing
01:33 Nov 15 2005
Times Read: 579

four year boy were abducted today aroundsonoam county. Yet another peson missing abducted by a male and a female bot hispanic. What a shame this world is crazy

21:49 Nov 14 2005
Times Read: 582

I dont know why but upon discovering this wonderful site ther has been something changed. One nobody yells at me anymore and another 4 hours pass like nothing. How strange. Oh well anywho im very hungry more for blood insted of a hamburger and fries.... meh. Rock On

All But Heat
20:26 Nov 14 2005
Times Read: 583

Soooooooooooooooooooooooo freggin hot so i listen to Static-X all day and just let everything within nothing slip far far away.









"Push It"



corrosive

tainted by my sin

i'm spilling blood

and i can hardly contain it

corrosive

hallowing the hand

stiffened i eat away

eat

eat into the surface



yeah you push it



explosive

more violent more violent

all consuming throbbing

strait to the circle

explosive

move on reaction

i slow it down i slow it

down, down, down, down



yeah, you push it



i see it. i need it

i see it. i need it



my mind is corrosive

i trip on corrosive

i freak

see through me

my eyes are explosive

i feed on it

black out

crucify me



yeah, you push it

04:33 Nov 14 2005
Times Read: 587

Motion of hearts only beat

More and more

Closer to the grave

We all become.



Theres not too much to do around this dump of a location. All people care about are the stupid "gang" crud. They dont know how much they are wasting. They all can have the world, being able to accept anything good but all they do is get high and do nothing but fight over nothing. How wonderful is that huh? I say that they need to prick their veins and let numerous people drink from their heated elixer.