I sit against this magnificent desk, a true craftsmanship, made to last. The candles in front of me show a comforting light, just enough for my eyes to adjust. The pen in my hand feels warm as my hands fiddle with it consistently. Parchment paper rests neatly in a pile before me, ready to be written and used for whatever I please. I'm left empty with no ideas to write, no stories to register, and no inspiration to muster.
1) I wonder too about so many things, people, places and even imaginary fan fictions because why the hell not?
2) I never truly thought myself at all prideful or conceded enough to truly be the bad guy, but I'm starting to convince myself otherwise.
3) I absolutely love the aesthetic of long, clear, and dainty nails. Natural and dangerous. I can never grow my nails that long.
4) I am way too picky when it comes to what goes in my mouth (*insert dirty joke here*), especially if either of my family cooks. The only cooking I seem to trust is the microwave.
5) Why is having power so alluring? Perhaps it's the attraction of overpowering something or someone bigger than yourself. Not being satisfied with what you already have.
6) I've never been scared of demons, vampires, etc. But showing the E.T animatronic movie was enough.
7) Currently listening to music, "This is Gospel : Piano Version" to be exact. Sleep is for the weak!
8) I used to be intimidating in highschool and I enjoyed it greatly. Sure it was lonely, but no bullies and no one who pried into my social life. It's not like I was an outcast, I just didn't share my life with very many people.
9) Trying to train myself into not caring about other peoples acceptance in me and focusing on accepting myself.
10) I just realized all the characters I've ever creates are either evil or could somewhat end human life..
11) I need to get new ink for my feather. Yes, I do love writing in an "old-but-not-really" bound leather book. I write my runes inside and love the thought of finding it years from now and just spending time translating my writing for the sake of nastolgia.
12) Probably gonna have to copy and paste this then log back into my account just so I can post this. It's taking way too much time to write.
13) Random cluster of thoughts. I don't know. How are You? I might make a series of these. It gets me to write. Cool. Yep. Bye.
COMMENTS
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Doru
04:34 Feb 19 2019
Most words are borrowed words by lives busied by the act of living... ~bows~
Doru
04:35 Feb 19 2019
bruised...