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The harder I try, the further I fall.. It's funny how somtimes those you need the most only end up hurting you in the end.. Yet you still answer them, with a smile on your face knowing full well that you'll just end up in tears. Frustrated, fucked up and screaming!



I can't even do certain things without people entering my mind.. I can't watch certain shows... Talk about certain subjects.. And not many people do that to me.. I've fallen and people just keep knocking me down.. do I just stay there and wallow in the shards of what I used to be?



Looking at the broken pieces and seeing the reflection of the broken girl who smiles every day despite the fact inside she's screaming for someone to save her..



She knows she will never be saved..