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Year after year as i trudged on with an unimportant exsistence,I began to fade into what is known as,the abyss.

To what is when one asks you of something,you not only don't remember the question,but neither the answer or whom this person is.I found that if you could remember what has happened in the past,perhaps,it wouldn't haunt you in the future.WRONG.For instance,a mother,has taken for granted her loving children.as we all know,these kinds of children come once in a lifetime.Chores are done,rooms are clean.no fighting and are all around lovely children.But when one asks of something from the mother what is she to say?"Mother?" the child would ask as the mother sits on the couch watching something equally unimportant."what is it that you want child...love affection?" surely not to be looked down upon no?.

It was a simple thought i had the other night.Simply of how many people take things for granted.buy someone a gift,a shirt maybe,and they will never wear it.Sound familiar?perhaps it should.Not to point my finger in the direction of those who know who they are but....i suppose if we all looked in the mirror we would all see the ugly creature we all know of.one might say that the creature doesn't exsist altogether.Well that my dearest friend,is the most ugliest of all.Denial

I'm so sick of people trying to take advantage of me.I mean seriously,what kind of thing is that.The feeling of Superiority,a few years older,a decade older or whatever.Either way,I see it as NO ONE has a right to do this to anyone.But of course fools lie down on their backs and do what their told as their masters rub their bellies with fake gratitude.How i wish i could wake them up from their fantasy.take off the blindfold and release them into the light,but alas i cannot.For i have been destined to this reality,to wander in darkness and have been chained on my back.