Last night I couldn't sleep. When I looked at the clock and it was 5:30a.m. and I knew I wouldn't sleep that night. My mind was too restless and I couldn't get comfortable in my bed. I went out on the balcony and lit up a cigarette to relax me. The smoke tumbled up into the night and I was shivering with the cold. All of a sudden a tiny fake fell from the sky. And another. And another. It was snowing. I crawled back in bed and slept like a baby.
~ RisqueKittyn ♡♡
To be honest, I've spent all year hating myself and trying to change for other people. This year will be when I stop that. Something I've learned in 2016 is that you can't change what's external to fix what's internal. Over the past year I've lost too much weight, done every drug I can think of, changed friends, left the country, left my girlfriend... And none of that has made me happy. My New Years resolution is to stop running around looking for a cure for my emptiness. To just let myself live and relax.
~ RisqueKittyn ♡♡
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Dam hunny, just know that I'm here if u ever need to chat I'm here for u ok
I know x
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