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You know I have been going to a new school and its tough. Its senior year and my first time moving.

Everyone at my new school has something against gays or lezbians. I just dont understand why. My bestfriends are that way. and I am straight as far as I know.

Well I think I have further feelings for my friend LAura, and so I would call that bi-curious.

Anyways, I dont get why they think gays are fags, it rediculous!

Yea, this has bothering me for a while, and i am unsure if it makes me angry or just upset.

I wanna be that girl:



There’s always the one that standing in the middle.

That’s always being spun on the spindle,

Each man, takes her hand, and away they go.

Then there’s the ones, who stay in the corner,

Having people asking people to dance for her.

She is beautiful, and maybe not that smart.

Unlike the those ppl who are loud and flirty, always wearing

Those mini-skirts, and button up plad see through shirts.

They may not be pretty, but skinny is what they are.



I wanna be the girl to be noticed,

Even if I don’t really show it.

I want people to notice I am pretty

Unlike those girls who stand in the center



But I want to be taken as different.

Not a hoe or a skank or a looser.

I just wanna be that girl.

I want to be notice as a person,

Not a lump in space and time with no purpose.

I may dress dark and gloomy.

But my cheeks are high and my eyes are bright.

Like my thoughts towards my potential in life.



I knows those people aren’t for me

But just want to be taken seriously.

I want people to care

To share there thoughts with me



I wanna be that girl who understands mistakes

That its ok, its all a tough break.

I think before I say, that its all gonna be ok.

All I wish to be that girl, in the white long dress. Being twirled by afriend

Who actually asked me, to dance.

We’ll dance all night, and he’ll take me to his car.

He drives me home, he says it isn’t far.

And that’s the girl I want to be,

A girl whose loved and cared for.

A girl who confident and strong

And who knew it all along.

I want to be that girl.