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There are silver linings.
13:23 Jun 22 2006
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Got Dad's test results back.



It's not cancer.



Thank all the odd gods of the galaxy.



Man's got a blood infection; that's nothing to sneeze at, but it's much more easily dealt with and less frightening than cancer.



Patty. Well. Many people make it just fine with one kidney, right?

Fuck.
06:44 Jun 21 2006
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It doesn't rain but it pours.



I don't think I have the mettle for this.



Spent all of today at Methodist Hospital.



My sister went into renal failure.



Blood clot in the vessels leading to her right kidney.



Many tests. More coming.



Getting into a row with a phlebotemist about the fact that she is NOW on anti-coagulants ... and doesn't need to have the same motherfucking place in her arm used for blood drawing - 7 times in four hours!



How goddamned difficult is it to pick a new spot? I mean, Christ on crack! The hematoma on her arm is now the size of my OPEN HAND and BLACK!



For fuck's sake.



Patty cried and begged me to go buy her panties since no one had time to grab any when she went to the hospital. She can't wear them yet, but she wanted that security blanket.



I left her tonight, hugging one of the 6 pairs of panites I bought her and her old beanie whale.



Woman's 31 years old.



I feel damned pointless. I can't fix her. I can't really cheer her up very well, even though I got her giggling at my snarking of American Ninja 2.



All I can do is buy her underwear and braid her hair and tell her I love her and leave her alone to cry tonight because overnight visitors are not goddamned allowed.



I am so tired.



I can't sleep.



I want to cry. But then who gets to be strong?

Progress
13:33 Jun 19 2006
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Well.



Two days away from 7 weeks of vegetarianism ... 22 pounds lost ... NONE OF MY CLOTHING FITS.



*grumble*



I had just reached a point in my wardrobe where everything was copascetic.



I'll get over it.



On a more important note:



We'll get the results of Dad's biopsy this week. Maybe as early as Wednesday.



Please don't be cancer ...

*snort*
20:01 Jun 18 2006
Times Read: 883

Why people rate me as 1:



On 19:35:40 Jun 18 2006 ReverendThyris wrote:



So what specific reason is it being closed? What rule did it break? There are none that I saw. It appears to me, nothing more than an abuse of power. It is in the appropriate Forum category, and there is a genuine interest of opinion.







On 19:41:10 Jun 18 2006 Requiem wrote:



* * * Dominar Message * * *



No, it is not an abuse of power.



Did you really read my response?



You just previously opened a thread asking people's musical and physical artistic favourites with the whys.



Discussing details of the whys would make that thread more interesting - and your assertions regarding tool in this thread, would be a good addition to your initial thread.



There is no need for an additional thread simply about them.



It would be an abuse of power if I closed someone's threads simply because I disliked him or her.



This is not the case.



I stated my reasons in the thread - closing it twice - and I have restated them here.



Simply because you disagree does not mean I will change my stance.



******************



Then it chose to rate me a 1. Oh! My poor ego! It will never recover! And trying to create a drama was so effective, wasn't it child?





I will *gasp* SHUDDER AND WITHER!



Where's the popcorn?

Mondays ... are made by John Denver
19:11 Jun 12 2006
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Ever notice how innocuous John Denver seemed? How he seemed to be an, "Oh, gee look at the trees, and ain't I such a nice warbler" kinda guy?



In my opinion, his very innocuousness(esses - one for the blue guy) was a marvelous front covering up the fact that he was the anti-christ's early minion.



Now, Mondays.



Monday - it's the end of the weekend, the start of the work week, and the harbinger day for disasters large and small (excepting the odd federal holiday). It’s also the day of the week where I have shitloads of reports to generate. It’s a busy damn day.



This week, not only is there all that mess, but it’s the day my father is having a biopsy.



I am a mental mess.



I have no idea whether I am an emotional mess, because I generally am unsure just what (or whether) an emotional state is at any given moment.



I can’t think straight. I am nauseated. I am getting sweet fuck-all accomplished at work. (Serves them right, though – they wouldn’t let me take the whole day to go be with my dad – just the afternoon.)



Dad’s been unwell for a while now. The doc’s are thinking the “C” word. I hope by all the odd gods of the galaxy they are wrong.



I don’t know if I’ll make it intact through his ending. I just don’t think I’m that strong.

Regarding the previous journal entry
18:40 Jun 08 2006
Times Read: 908


Destiny is what you make of it says:

OMG - THANK YOU!!!!



You have helped me find THE ONE... of my dreams... the one I yearn to feel his arms around me and I about his neck in...nevermind they are the dreams that occur after a night of vomiting...



*gushy music here*



https://www.vampirerave.com/profiles2.php?profile=ozarkcreaturs



Requiem pouts says:

smartass =P



Destiny is what you make of it says:

Awww come on now... you know you love it when I'm that way



Requiem pouts says:

yep



Destiny is what you make of it says:

LOL



Destiny is what you make of it says:

that was SOME profile OMG



Destiny is what you make of it says:

still laughing



Destiny is what you make of it says:

OH YES!



Destiny is what you make of it says:

BE MY DARK LORD



Destiny is what you make of it says:

*snark*



Destiny is what you make of it says:

BEAT ME



Requiem pouts says:

indeedy do



Destiny is what you make of it says:

HARDER



Destiny is what you make of it says:

with your STUPIDITY!!!!



Requiem pouts says:

USE BAD GRAMMAR AT ME! OH THE PAIN! IT'S DELICIOUS!



Destiny is what you make of it says:

YES



Requiem pouts says:

err DEELISHUS



Destiny is what you make of it says:

OH YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS



Destiny is what you make of it says:

lol



Destiny is what you make of it says:

shhhh



Destiny is what you make of it says:

won't tell



Destiny is what you make of it says:

if you won't



Requiem pouts says:

lol



Requiem pouts says:

heh ok



Requiem pouts says:

*makes a journal entry*



Destiny is what you make of it says:

gets warm squooshy feeling



Destiny is what you make of it says:

♥





**********



We are just not right.



Ain't it grand?

*snort*
13:31 Jun 08 2006
Times Read: 918

I love People with no sense of self preservation.



Because he created and I closed this thread, (after just plainly deleting about 7 similarly stupid and grammatically incorrect threads) and correcting his grammar, this is what I get left:

ozarkcreaturs





Rating: 1

Comment: ur song skips

Date: 14:50:54 - Jun 07 2006





Oh ... If it does skip, let me know. I can't hear a skip.



*shakes head*



For a man who is as old as I am not be be able to coherently string a written sentance together with mostly correctly spelled words is a damned sad thing.

In-fucking-credible blog!
18:11 Jun 03 2006
Times Read: 941


This man's blog is fucking genuis.



GO READ IT NOW!



He's a lunatic with a terrificly sarcastic and dry wit.



=)



If I were'nt old and female and he weren't young and gay I'd offer to have his puppies.