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don't know what the point is anymore

all this rage that used to burn so hot

is now so cold

with an icy center of sorrow and defeat



i used to feel so strong

untouchable

until life dragged me down

repeatedly



everything i've ever loved or cared for

anything of meaning

has been mercilessly ripped from my heart



my childhood?

stolen from me a long time ago

mercy? compassion? joy?

all turned to nothing

my own body?

reduced to a barely reliable ghost

a prison of unending pain

my pride?

gone

my sense of self worth?

that belonged to my former self

to someone that died a long time ago

my humanity?

devoured by the darkness

even my hunger?

barely any left

been starving for far too long

all that's left is...

a shadow of my guardian spirit

every other part of me is gone

except my grief

it won't sustain me for long

so sick of all of this

if i can't rebuild

then i want to destroy all the bad