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To everyone who has left me bites, welcomes, and good wishes, I wish to thank you-I am new to all this, so please bear with me. I was raised in a Christian household, and all my life I have had what my parents and friends called : an unnatural obsession with vampires". I have tasted blood, enjoyed it, and then made myself sick for it. I work nights because I dislike being up in the morning. I did everything everybody told me I "should" do as a daughter, wife and mother. I cannot live like this anymore. If vampirism is what I am meant to follow, then so be it. I am still unfamiliar with both the urges and the culture, so please, do not laugh, poke fun, or treat me like an outsider as others have done. I need to be heard and understood, not talked down to, and somehow, I hope that I can find what I need here. Thank you

For everyone who has welcomed me to the site, I thank you-it is good to come to a place where I can start to feel at home

I need help, the kind only someone from a site such as this could understand. I am desparate, and not up for anymore criticism or condescension for my choices in this life. I have been faced with poseurs, wanna bes, klan-types, and the religious oppressives. I grow tired of them all, and need assistance. If you can help, or know someone who can, please leave me a message.