I havnt been in this site for a while, but needed to vent from prying minds, so my life up til a month ago was going amazing.
working,awesome gf,our own place.
my gf had some friends become homeless so me being the good hearted person I am agreed to let them stay here for a while.
Little did I know once again my good hearted nature would be trampled on,not only was i multiply disrespected by them,in one way or another,one at least trying to get my gf back with her ex not looking at the explosive events that her ex did to her,so without thinking he basically multiple times brought him near her. probably in hopes of seeing us break down fully.
it seems they have it out to make me and my gf break up.I may be paranoid im not sure,but im losing it I have no one to really talk to about this fully,other then my gf. and with them being her friends I dont wanna tread on those waters too thinnly.
her already being on a emotional roller coaster, did not need this. now things are in jeopardy once more of my happiness.
im becoming more unstable then I was a couple of years ago.dealing with things from my ex
I just know that if I give up on whats in front of me I will be giving up forever, and might as well crawl under a rock and give up on the rest of the world and life itself.
RANT OVER
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