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walking naked down to the shore

i felt the wind on my skin begging for more

i haven't felt the same since you walked

out that door



the soft sand massaged my naked form

and the clouds rolled in and then began the storm



in water that was black as night

i went down under out of sight

into the depths where there is no light



water rushed in and went so deep

my thoughts of you i couldn't keep



i thought of our love making

and how i let you in and suddenly

my body arched with the orgasm

and i breathed the water in



they told you were they had found me

you didn't seem too surprised you knew

that was the way i would have wanted to die

gently you take me by the hand

and lead me into our room

where alone you make me stand



with shaky fingers i undo my dress

my eyes cast down, i show my stress

gently you undo the clasp and

my supple breasts fall free at last



gently you remove my underwear

and your hands for a moment linger down there

my lip is trembling from fear and with

a gentle finger you wipe away a tear



shadows flickering in the candle light

you stare at me and take in the sight

removing your robe you stand there

naked, majestic and grand



picking me up you gently lay me on the

the bed, my heart is pounding in excitiment

and dread



you kiss me deeply then with one quik stroke

you were in side me, and my sexual desire you awoke



you show me and let me feel your magic

and take away all fear, and gently you caress my

body with yours as we both get near



on a knifes edge we sway, then with an explosion

we tumble away



you begin to move away from me

but i cry out in alarm so imstead you take me

into your gentle arms



with a sigh we both fall asleep, a smile on my face

because i'm now yours to keep

The darkness holds many

It holds things unamed

Do you fear the Dark?

If not you should

Why? you ask

Because I sit in the

Dark waiting for you to

make that one small move

the one wrong move

stepping alone into the shadows

into the realm, my realm of

the unnamed

we fought

i cried

you thought to lie

i asked you why

you never cared

it was ending i feared

you never tried

i wanted to die

you decided to leave

and now i grieve

you dont even care

now i know loves unfair

Lying there cold and unmoving



you thought that you had killed me



guess what you cant kill the unliving



standing close you kiss my lips



a sarcastic goodbye



you haven't a chance



you dated death



you piss your pants



as i take your last breath



i guess you shouldn't



fuck with lady death

face streaked with silent tears

heart bursting with hellish fears

but nothing more scary than the emptiness inside



you made promise after promise and each you broke

you cried and begged and it was nothing but a joke

but nothing is worse than the emptiness inside



shame and failure is what I feel

wishing this was all a dream and not real

but still nothing is as bad as the emptiness inside



hurt at first and then anger

now theres nothing but annoyance

but yet there nothing but emptiness inside



I would rather have died

then have let you see me cry

but still nothing compares the emptiness inside

Trying to be everything though

I know I'm nothing at all

Resisting the urge to cry

Even now I'm living a lie

Disgustingly low on the lifes totem pole



Odd in every way and I still

Forgive people for what they say



Begging to be loved and

Even now I'm being shoved

Into the pit of despair

Nothing to see or hear in the

Greyness below



Always alone left in the cold

Listly growing old if

Only love would set me free I'd

Never again have to dream and

Eventually love would come to me

I want to be happy

I want to be loved

I want to find my place

I want to feel a mans hands caress me

I want to know what its like to be kissed

I want to taste the desire

I want to dance in the burning fire

I want to feel every erotic touch

I want to feel like a woman should feel

I want to feel.

All alone we dance under the moonlight

holding each other tight



You whisper soft words into my ear

things that only I can hear



Lips interlock with mine

tasting like sweet red wine



round and round we dance

i feel as though i'm in a trance



you lean down to my breast

listening to my heart pound inside my chest



biting into my soft flesh

the feeling takes away my breath



I can hear my heart slow

with hunger your eyes begin to glow



I have no fear

I cry no tear



I always wanted the chance

to learn the vampires dance

We are falling into disrepair

Everyone thinks life's so unfair



Again we feed other countries because mothers sob

Resenting our starving telling them to get a job

Even the poor person will act like a snob



Destruction in our family lives

Overbearing husbands and witchy wives

Obese kids at every age

Musicians screaming out their rage

Exotic women on the net and

Did I mention on your TV set



Technology will help us fall

Only old timers know how to work at all



Face it we have failed the test

And we're supposedly the very best

Isn't life just so unfair and

Look no one seems to even care

Deep inside

the voices scream

Don't want to sleep

afraid to dream

Voices of the dead

whispering in the head

Little window with

faces peering in

Everythings white

blinding the darkness within

We'll get out

and start the madness again

twinkle twinkle little star

let me shove you in my car



twinkle twinkle little star

let them wonder how you are



twinkle twinlke little star

my pretty blade will leave a scar

Away I fade

Just like a shade

No face to see

No place to be

Fade away into the night

Never again allowed in the light

Away I fade with the unjust

And now I turn into nothing but dust

pounding in my head

i'm wishing i was dead



drumming of the rain

causing so much pain



slish slosh

oh my gosh



i'm drowning in my head

thankfully now i'm dead

I laughed as the old man began to pray

for sunlight to come, turning night into day

He whimpered and cried, I told him he was free...

I lied He screamed once and then he died

Lying in the darkness

still as a stone

I wait to hear the

ringing of the phone



You said you would stop seeing her

but in the end you lied

you rather be with her

and you wish that I had died



Lying in the darkness

i begin to die and

to think this all started with

just a little lie

I have lost my laugh

I have lost my smile

I have lost my happiness

I have lost my sorrow

I have lost my truth

I have lost my faith

I have lost my inner strength

I have lost my heart

I have lost my love

Out of all I've lost

I have lost myself

So cold and alone weighted down by a stone

my mouth frozen open as if to scream

my eyes are blank and unseeing

my hands are tied, my feet are bound

too bad i didn't really drown

The knife was sharp but rusted brown

and you cut through my skin

chin to navel

navel to chin

i screamed in pain but that just made you grin

you cut in farther, you went in deep, my heart is what you wanted to keep, you cut it out just to eat

i felt nothing

nothing felt i

as you sat and watched me die

you tied me up and added the rock

then dumped my body without another thought

so now i am here so cold and alone

except for the fishes that call my body Home

They stripped me, leaving me naked to all

They trodd upon me, leaving me broken and bruised

They raped me, ripping into my soul

They cut off my limbs, leaving me alone to die

They killed my children, making me cry

They made war with my creations, bringing death and disease

My anger was kindled against them, I made their lives a living hell

My wounds poured out fire, burning all that lie in its path

My tears filled the oceans, making them rise and drown all those that raped me

Yet still they come in the masses, raping and torturing me

I am their mother

I am the mother of others

I Am Mother Nature

I stand on a ledge staring into the darkness below

I took a deep breath and screamed out at the night

that you should have known about the light, but i doubt you heard for my words away were blown



I leaned forward and let myself fall

I cried so many tears I could not count them all

I feel for what seemed to be forever

just like my heart when you told me... never



I keep falling deeper and deeper into this dark abyss and you I know I will miss, and I know I am frozen in this emotional abyss

here i lay crying the night away

so alone and cold to the bone

your so faraway



where are you where have you gone

why do you leave me all alone



i cry at night

this ain't right

i won't give you

up without a fight



here i lay crying the night away

where have you gone

your so faraway

suffocating

drowning

spiritual suicide

total darkness

lost inside



falling

jumping

spiritual suicide

total darkness

forever lost inside



cutting

stabbing

spiritual suicide

total darkness

locked inside



hanging

choking

spiritual suicide

total darkness

forever locked inside



drug over dose

pill popper

spiritual suicide

total darkness

no longer alive



just darkness inside

your life is busy

your life is hard

i know in your sleeve

is a hidden card



are you intentions sleezy or true?

are you really being you?



you cannot stop time

you have committed a crime



your cheating yourself

your cheating me



if you love me let me know please

in a letter, phone call, or in person

on your knee's

calm my anger, calm my fear

hold me close, hold me near

some day soon i might smile

but it may take a little while

i am too far gone to be saved

i have done something wrong

and now i am enslaved

i stand alone along the cliffs edge

i look down and give a sigh

off i flew alone and free

i cried your name but i

didn't scream in fear

i let fall with me a single tear

Petal by petal the rose begins to die

just like my soul every time you lie



The rose begins to droop with death

just like me struggling for my next breath



the rose has died, just a dried up husk

and now my body smells like deaths musk

slender and sleek

she'll make you weak

Skin as pale as marble stone

she'll leave you shivering to the bone

lips so full and firm

she'll make your skin burn

her hair as black as the night

she''ll tease your body and make you fly

her tongue so hot and wet

she'll lick away your sexual sweat

her hands so slender and skillful

she'll make you ready and willful

riding you hard she'll look into your eyes

and drowning in them you'll begin to cry

not for her but for the untold beauty

that is centuries old and knowing her heart

will always be black and cold

leaning down as though to whisper in your ear

with the tip of her tongue she lick away a tear

then bites your neck and drinks away your fears

i close my eyes and whisper your name

my heart has stopped and you to blame



i asked for your gift i asked for your love

but all i got was a curse and a desire for blood



i wander the streets looking for something to eat

but i am no normal human scrounging for meat

i am looking for a rich mans blood to drink



i will roam the earth in search for you and when

you are found i will take you to the brink and then

it will be your power filled blood that i shall drink

Feeling empty and alone

I walk down that dead end road

not having a reason to turn and go home



Too much sorrow Too much pain

people come to me with no one else to blame

and ever so slowly out goes my flame



Depression and anger overcome me

trying to be somthing i'll never be

so no one listens and no one cares about me



So I keep on walking down that never ending dead end road

an no one but me sees that deep down inside my soul is

not living but actually dying

with head held high

i say goodbye



i walk away with tears in my eyes

from all of your hurtful lies



i go on with life

i date again



he asks me to be his wife

he knows where i've been



we're happy now

so go screw a cow

loving you is hurting me

i love you but do you love me?

are you blind? can't you see? that

loving you is hurting me?

i hear your voice where ever i go

but the question is do you know?

people say your not worth waiting for

should i still love you or should i shut

and lock the door?

are you blind? can't you see" that

loving you is hurting me?

standing in the world all alone

i find myself staring at the telephone



i want to hear your voice

but your not home and here i sit all alone



i lay in the darkness with tears rolling down my face

i want to be in your arms in a warm embracebut your not

home and here i cry all alone



the darkness has come to steal my soul

it feels as though the earth is swallowing me whole

and here i am in the darkness all alone



you wrote one day it made me cry and i don't even know why

but all i know is that until you come home i am all alone

i wish i could tell you how i feel but i'm afraid of looking like a fool

i remember how you looked wet and shiny as you got out out of the pool but i can't tell you this because i would be a fool

i remember your strong arms encircling me in a warm embrace but i can't tell you this because if you laughed at me it would be a slap in the face

i remember how your smile would take all my worries away

but i can't tell you this because i afaid of what you might say



i wish i could tell you how i feel but i can't because i couldn't live if you thought me a fool

I see a shadow on my wall, I hear his whispers I hear his call.

Round and Round the room he spins and on his face sits a nasty little grin. i see a shadow on my wall but as the sun comes up he begins to fall. round and round the room he spins and on my face sits a nasty little grin.

i have walked among you but to you i wasn't even there

i tried to be your friend but you wouldn't let me

i tried to help you but you wouldn't let me

in a sense you ignored me so much i simply disappeard

the darkness covers me like a blanket keeping me warm and safe, the light uncovers me burning my hand and face.

the darkness heals my burning flesh but the light turns my marble skin into a crispy mess. the darkness heals me fast like a kiss in the wind as it blows on past

tears of blood cloud my vision i asked for the gift i made my decision, tears of blood roll down my face alone in the world i have no place, tears of blood i cry for my victims a moster of the night a mortal killer, tears of blood forever cloud my vision i wish i had never made my fatal decision

i saw you and was in love with you i thought you to be an angel, you would smile at me and i would go weak at the knees. you talked with me and made me laugh but all of this i felt would not last. you left me when i needed you the most and that was when i knew that no matter how beautiful you are your just a fallen agel, no matter how silent you are your just the fallen angel, no matter how cold and hard you might be your just our fallen angel, no matter how loving and cruel you may be your just my fallen angel. Now i know why you left me when i need you the most its not because you don't love me its because your a fallen angel

Darkness surrounds the world

but

Darkness consumes the immortal soul



It starts out small

but

Then it grows will it ever stop



No immortal knows



Mortals will live and Mortals will die

But

Immortals forever in Darkness shall lie