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another update
02:57 Jun 29 2009
Times Read: 562

Lost my job

stupid reasons

resting alot more....

it sucks alot! i dont like just laying here.

still half deaf not sure why

I cant hear my phone go off anymore... sigh

Well have a doctors appointment

later

COMMENTS

RaineyLustfulBites
22:14 Jun 29 2009

oh man Im sorry sis but at least you are resting

*hugs*

Lordpeace
23:39 Jun 29 2009

hugs his pet an kisses her softly it is okay dear

Update
09:36 Jun 22 2009
Times Read: 574

still slow

still weak

back at work....

My doctor said i should be resting and all that jazz

i cant need to pay bills.

im still alive, i can barly hear anything

I am fucking up alot at work... amazed i havent lost my job yet

ANYWAYS

im out of it...

going to bed

COMMENTS

RaineyLustfulBites
19:51 Jun 22 2009

sis I think you should rest not be working though I know you have a lot of bills to pay off though I wish I could help

Lordpeace
02:37 Jun 23 2009

talk to me dammit i am going to beat your little ass

updates
06:19 Jun 20 2009
Times Read: 580

im weak

im slow

i cant really hear my phone right now....

if you call or text and i dont answer this is why.

im in alot of pain

most of the time im sleeping

back on random drugs

COMMENTS

RaineyLustfulBites
19:37 Jun 20 2009

mmm ok sis get tons of rest love you

Round Three
08:07 Jun 16 2009
Times Read: 600

A new drug has made this happen

a pain that is unknown

uncurable attraction

a simple white light you see,

not I, there was nothing but the sky

blues and greens one sweet face

of a child crying in his mommys disgrace

falling from the sky no wings for me

a heart that broke and stopped and made my mind flitter by

a zap a shake and yell

another zap a loud beep.

long and harsh this beep had sound to my flittering mind that no longer wished to stay.

they say i can not live they say i must fly away

no more fighting now for new drugs...

what made this happen

they said it was because i stopped taking the pills

but i promise i never did

then they said that it may have been their fault. they took away the drugs to soon...

COMMENTS

Lordpeace
19:09 Jun 17 2009

no i dont want to lose you

not after getting you back

not this way not this soon

the anguish fills my heart

and i will weep bitter tears

RaineyLustfulBites
03:34 Jun 20 2009

girl doesnt want her sis to go not yet *cries silently*

Heart update
08:00 Jun 16 2009
Times Read: 601

I have died yet again.

5 mins this time

this is getting annoying on many levels.

to my Master, This is the reason for no answer.

to my sisters, sorry for the pain.

5 mins of pure death. real no pulse death.

wanna know what its like..... its horrible.

what, will happen next