okay its 11pm. and im stairing at a blank screen that i hope to fill with a story yet its still blank. what to know how long ive been staring at it for. . . . . 3 and a half fucking hours. YES thats right. nothing. i have an idea on what to write. but nothing. GRRRR
i feel so cold and alone yet im not. or so every one thinks. i have people around me to give me that warm fuzzy feeling right. WRONG. i hate when people look at me and go. OH she is so lucky look where she is. OMG shes in paris thats so cool. WOW she did what i bet she is having a great time ALL OF YOU dont know me. I FUCKING HATE IT HERE. if i could i would be gone with in a moment. BUT I CANT. woot.
thanks for listening and come again.
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Lordpeace
04:09 Oct 04 2008
Peace n light i have been here