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Feeling many things I haven't felt in years.

For once its alright to release my heated tears.

Others tell me that time will heal the pain.

With everything in me, I refuse to get on that train.

I want to hold onto the memories made

To hold onto the love, the pain, I'm not afraid.

Standing here alone but never really alone

Sometimes its like living in the twilight zone

I think of you every time I see a butterfly

Growing angry inside I scream into the wind WHY!?

Then the rain comes and soothes my restless soul

Back to my senses I see that I am still whole

Its a constant struggle, day by day, night by night

Falling into the darkness fighting for the light

Laughing at myself thinking I am Bipolar

But I'm just grieving, my emotions have no controller.

Today is the day I will say goodbye and let you go

Today is the day I will change my mind and say no

Can't let go, can't stop loving, can't just stop feeling

Clutching my fists, fall to the ground kneeling

Feeling so many things I haven't felt in years

For once its alright to released my heated tears





KH