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*Runs Around Like A Headless Chicken*12:19 Sep 29 2006
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I am very stressed right now. I'm off to university tomorrow. My ferry leaves at 7:30am and I still feel like I have a billion things to do.
Plus, I don't have any idea how much internet access I'll have. What will I do without my daily fix of VR?
*screams of frustration*
So much to do and so little time.
About Me16:30 Sep 27 2006
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This is how my profile looked for about two years.
Check out this band. They are going to change the face of music forever
If I've given you a low rating and you don't think you deserve it, let me know. You may have updated your profile and I'm always willing to re-rate.
The kitten is called Katie (short for Katie Monster - she's a little terror.) That picture was taken when she was a few months old. She’s going to be two this June. She belongs to my aunt who has five other cats as well.
The owl's name is Banshee.
Those who truly know me know me as Raven. I'm nineteen, finished my A-levels last June and am living in soggy Northern Ireland (but the sun is shining right now and it was 26 degrees yesterday.)
Okay, back to ranting again.
ABOUT ME
LIKES: animals (particularly cats and horses), people who accept me for who I am, people who don't try to change me, my close-knit group of friends, stripey socks, VR, reading, writing, making things, knives, swords, other sharp implements, my New Rocks, having enough of everything to be happy, my pets, anime, Shaun Of The Dead, horror films, Photoshop, pirates, gaming, my black bondage skirt, the colour black, blood (I'm a psy-vampire but I confess to loving the taste), my fangs, shiny things, jewellery, long skirts, scaring people, travelling, baking, chocolate fudge cake, brownies, honey roasted cashews and peanuts, banana milkshakes, strawberry milkshakes, Thorntons, open fires, traditional decoration and velvet. I’ll add other things when I think of them.
DISLIKES: children, people who speak before they think, people with closed minds, guys who think "Hey sweetheart, can I buy you a drink?" is a good chat-up line, being called babe (what do you think I am? a sheep herding pig?), cruelty to animals, horse slaughter, most people, humanity in general, cool spelt K-E-W-L, fakers, posers, job application forms, having the cold, being ill, taking tablets, anything my doctor tries to give me, my doctor herself (I think she bought her medical certification on the Black Market), cleg bites (I'm allergic), hanging out with friends when they all bring their boyfriends with them when I haven't, trying to find a nice way to tell your best friend that her boyfriend is a jerk, anyone who hurts the few who I care about, liars, people who won't leave you in peace, people who annoy you by insisting you're annoyed when you're not, people who keep trying to force me to eat (I'll eat when I'm hungry okay. Or when I remember...), hay fever, the crazy frog (I’m going to kill that damn thing), the jamster club, men who refer to their partner as "the wife" or "my old lady" (which I think sounds like their referring to their mother), the term "bling bling" and related items, click flicks, most television, reality TV shows (except the blood scenes in Mad Mad House), soap operas, people who do nothing but watch daytime TV and then moan about it, being spied on by echelon, close friends who insult me publicly (vengeance will be mine), a particularly person who insults my baking without trying anything first (no names but you know who you are), people who try to be my friend when they want something, people who try to force my hand (society will no be allowed to influence or corrupt me), people who judge me (I am the Raven. You don't know me or anything about me so who are you to judge me?)
There are many other things I hate but we won't go into those now.
STYLE: Black, black, blackety black. I like black so I wear it. I don't class myself as a Goth. I hate labels. I'm called a freak and I'm proud of it. The last thing I want is to be anything like anyone else. I say I'm self-styled which in my case is about 50% Goth, 15% skater, 5% punk and 30% plain old me. My room is black. Bring anything white near it and I will skin you alive.
MUSIC: anything dark and brooding, metal, Goth rock, death metal, some stuff from the eighties, Slipknot, SOAD, Vampire Division, Nightwish, Cradle of Filth, Wumpscut, Theatres Des Vampires, Front Line Assembly, Iced Earth, Orgy, Inkubbus Sukkubus, Scurvy, other things that people think are made up and quite a few others than I’ll list later. I play the keyboard sometimes and sing (soprano), was in five choirs (*rolls eyes*) and would like, at some stage, to get a band together with willing participants.
HOBBIES: writing, making things, drawing, anything creative (except dancing - I can't dance, can't even walk in a straight line when sober without falling over), kickboxing, horse riding, badminton, walking, training my dog for agility, scaring people, vengeance (I'm a vengeful spirit but I can bid my time for long periods until the circumstances are perfect), numerous other activities that I'll list some other time. I seem to say that a lot.
OCCUPATION: Full time writer, well sort of. I finished my A levels last June and have not had a lot of luck finding a job I like yet. (I did work in Tesco but we won't go into that right now.) I've written a few novels and am currently trying to find an agent. I've had short stories and poems published locally. One of my poems has been published in two National Anthologies. I’m hoping for a bit more success this year. I also make things to sell and do some basic graphic design for friends. If you’d like to see some of my cards they will be available here soon.
FUTURE: I’m currently on a gap year but I’m going to university in October to do Equestrian Psychology (I get strange looks whenever I say that) which means I will be leaving the country for three years (maybe more.) That's just to get a job to make money to fund my writing career. I was going into forensic science but I developed problems with chemicals a few months ago and also got rejected by the only lab in the country so that's on hold for now.
MARTIAL STATUS: Alas, currently single. Actually I’m not that bothered by it. At least this year I don’t have to sit in school surrounded by couples on Valentine’s Day.
ALCOHOL: I hate wine and beer. The stuff is vile. I like vodka and rum based drinks but I’m currently not drinking for personal reason. It’s actually more fun to watch my drunk friends claim they aren't drunk after having enough to drown Emperor Chin's army.
DRUGS: I hate tablets because I can't swallow the damn things and avoid prescription drugs at all costs. I use herbal remedies for whatever ails me. Though I do admit I appear to have developed an addiction to this site. Not that that’s a bad thing.
MY POISON: Fear. I can't help it. I just love to scare people. Their fear is like an elixir to me
PETS: Eight cats (Fisho, Tig, Toby, Dooly, Carter, Loki, Nushkie and Ollie), a dog (Max) and four guinea pigs (Paris, Prague, Liquorice and Dartanyon). I’ll put some pictures of them in my portfolio this week. There’s one of Carter in there already. She’s the black and white cat with her back to the camera but her face is reflected in the mirror. (I’m really pleased with that picture.)
BODY MODIFICATIONS: I’ve had my ears pierced three times, got my nose done three years ago and intend to get more soon. My brother works in a piercing studio and gets people asking for EYE piercings and other such mad things. (They meant eyebrow... we think.) I want the bridge of my nose done and a surface piercing on the back of my neck most. I haven’t got any tattoos yet but there are a few I’d like and I will get them done sooner or later.
THINGS THAT CONFUSE ME: the constant need to be in fashion, most TV shows, people talking about most TV shows, how to get a seventies suitcase open, the inability of some people to spell even the most basic words when using a computer (spell-check and the online dictionaries are there for a reason), forms that ask you to state your martial status but only give you options of single, married, divorced/separated or widowed. Some do give cohabiting as an option but what about if you're in a long term relationship but not living together?
APPEARANCE: My hair’s dyed bright red hair at the minute but that could change any time now. I'm average height (somewhere round 5'6 I think) but would be taller except for my screwed up diet (I hate fruit and most vegetables.) I have curves in the right places but unfortunately also in the wrong ones. I hate the way I look and also hate that I can't fully accept my appearance. I have tiny hands (about the same length as your average pen) but big feet. I'm a bit out of proportion. Also I have very visible veins all over my body. I'm sure a few people here will like the sound of that but be careful because I bite too.
MORE QUOTES:
"Oh no. Am I dead again?" - Piper, 150th episode of Charmed
"We're not the same. I'm an American. You're a sick asshole."
"Good Teenagers" - From the Johnny Depp film 'Cry Baby' - you need to watch it to understand.
"Out of my mind. Back in two minutes" - on a bear that someone gave me as a present - they know me so well.
"Exterminate." - Dr Who
"Everything human has been purged" - Dr Who
"I'm an American" - Quincy after seeing the reactions of others to him shooting at a bat (with a gun) - Stage version of Dracula (with Richard Bremmer (aka Voldemort in HP 1) and Colin Baker (aka Dr Who 1983-1983.)
"I'd rather try dying than die trying."
"I'll live forever or die trying."
"Come To The darkside. We Have Cookies."
"Your one stop shop for eating people."
Smurpheus pointed to a low table beside his chair. On the table were two small glasses, each roughly the size of a half-pint cup. One of the glasses contained a red fluid, and the other a blue. "You must drink one of these drinks," said Smurpheus. "Drink the blue drink, and you wake up in your bed, where you can think this whole meeting was a dream, and get on with your life. Drink the red one, however, and you'll find out for yourself precisely what the McAtrix is."
Gordon looked at the two glasses.
"What's the red drink?" he asked.
"Cranberry juice," said Smurpheus.
"Right. And the blue one?"
"Toilet duck."
- From 'The McAtrix Derided' (a parody of the Matrix films)
"I'm drunk. I'm really drunk" - a friend at the school formal
"I'm not drunk" - another 'friend' (slurring her words) who had consumed god-only-knows how much alcohol, fallen down the stairs and then thrown up on a very expensive carpet.
CONTACT: To get in touch with me scribble a note on some yellow paper using a blue crayon and your teeth (no hands allowed; feet may be permitted) and slip it into an envelope. Then, using only your nose, smear the back of a British first class postage stamp with butter and stick it to the envelope. Next, remove your left shoe (it must be the left one or your message won't reach me - for those of you with directional problems (permanent or drink induced) your left is the hand closest to the start button on the task bar when you're facing the screen and the hand which is normally further from the mouse) and shove the envelope, half a pint of cider and a rubber band inside it and chuck it out a closed window at your postman when he arrives yelling "I hope this goes to hell". Your message will reach me within six years. Providing I haven't holidayed in the artic and frozen to death after falling off an iceberg.
Alternatively, email me.
Enough ranting for now.
Check out the profile of obsessivepruneaholic . She's my friend in that other world that people like to call real life. I dragged her here one day and now she will never escape. Muahahahaha! *clears throat* Ahem...
If you’ve read all of this thank you and well done. (Can I also say wow; I didn’t think anyone would bother.)
Bloody Hugs And Razorblade Kisses
Ravensbloodzero
Welcome To Groundhog Day11:10 Sep 01 2006
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Clearly it's going to be one of those days. I need to scan one hundred and fifty pages today and I got through twelve before the scanner started messing about. And I had planned to listen to the discography I had on for a while yesterday but no, it's not on the computer anymore and I can't be bothered getting the CDs again.
It's now 11:08 am and it does not look like it's going to be a good day.
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