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I want to start over

Forget the past ever existed

But I can't do that

The past got me where I am



I want to say goodbye

Walk out the old wooden door

And not even think about it

Or about those left inside



I want to say good riddance

Salute them with one finger

The middle, strong and straight

Flicked up as I walk away



I want to get it right this time

Not screw up all my chances

Not regret a single action

I want to live my life today



I want to start over

Forget the past ever existed

But I can't do that

The past got me where I am



I want to forget the past

But I can't do that at all

So I'll remember my past

And change my future

Another new song, just written...



Wipe The Slate Clean

I'm sitting here alone

My hood pulled up to hide my face

But it's not them I hide from

I'm running from myself

(Running

Running

Running from myself)



I can hear their voices

Real world voices echoing around

These aren't deep inside me

They aren't just inside my head

(Inside

Inside

Just inside my head)



I have to face the world sometime

Can't run from everyone

Can't run forever

I have to stop sometime soon

(Sometime

Sometime

I'll stop sometime soon)



There's this pain deep inside me

In me, of me, through me

Voices in my head, screaming

Trying to pull me down to the depths

(Trying

Trying

Trying to pull me down)



Now it's time to face the facts

There's always hope, just relax

I can get rid of this inner pain

I'm killing them myself

(Killing

Killing

Killing them myself)

This is a song I literally just wrote. Hope you don't hate it too much.



Inner Battlefield

I cry

My skull splits

I'm fractured

I want to tell them all

Tell them so many things

But the words choke me

As she chokes me



I weep

She scratches me

Claws at me

Tears me from within

Shatters my peace

As she shatters me

Into pieces



I dream

I close my eyes

Drift through darkness

Eyes watch me

Faces scowl

Then she's there

With the blade in hand



I bleed

She cuts me deep

Slices the flesh

Shreds it as it opens

She wants me dead

She's taking me down

One way or another



I sleep

The fitful dreaming

Awakening sweating

But ice cold to touch

Her face clear in my mind

Talons in my side

She's winning



I scream

Horrified by truth

And total injustice

But she cares not

Traps me deep within

And uses me up fully

Once she's done...



I die