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You found me as I was running, as I have always run, and may always be

No matter how many times I manage to escape, I always find myself

Back in thes same place,

I am a prisoner

I cannot be free, unless I can put the pieces together

And I have no clues

But a silent cinema

Images cast in dismal pallets

No voices come through

Time passes by as wordless, meaningless whirring

So I would sit, here in my lonely, dark theatre

A madman at the controls

Mixing and matching the reels at random

Setting the speed to his whim

Leaving me completely bewildered

Completely agonized at the thought

I may never be able to explore and enjoy life



I've been trapped so long

Seeing the same old things

I am chasing something bright and beautiful

Again

I was hoping that this time it would be safe to touch

But this adventure is leading me

Into territory that may require a guide

I have been mislead and

I've been let down

Broken

So many times before

I've let wonderful tales and pretty sights

Prevent me from keeping both feet on the ground

Bouncing exhuberantly like a child

Then falling into arms that are not there

I am afraid

I am tired, disheartend

This new world is not what I was hoping it would be

The pieces of myself I have not had time to go back and pick up

Form an army of ghosts, they are coming, always coming,

Always bringing me back, to put the pieces together

To figure out why they fell, right the wrong

So they can die

If I fall

If I hit the cold hard ground

They will get me

And I am going to have no desire to come back here