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I have lots of things to teach you now,

in case we ever meet,

concerning the message that was transmitted to me

under a pine tree in South Carolina

on a cold winter moonlit night.



It said that Nothing Ever Happened, so don't worry.

It's all like a dream.

Everything is ecstasy, inside.

We just don't know it because of our thinking-minds.

But in our true blissful essence of mind is known

that everything is alright forever and forever and forever.

Close your eyes,

let your hands and nerve-ends drop,

stop breathing for 3 seconds,

listen to the silence inside the illusion of the world,

and you will remember the lesson you forgot,

which was taught in immense milky ways

of cloudy innumerable worlds

long ago and not even at all.

It is all one vast awakened thing.

I call it the golden eternity.

It is perfect.

We were never really born,

we will never really die.

It has nothing to do with the imaginary idea

of a personal self,

other selves,

many selves everywhere,

or one universal self.

Self is only an idea, a mortal idea.

That which passes through everything, is one thing.

It's a dream already ended.

There's nothing from staring at mountains months on end.

They never show any expression,

they are like empty space.

Do you think the emptiness of space will ever crumble away.

Mountains will crumble, but the emptiness of space,

which is the one universal essence of mind,

the one vast awakenerhood,

empty and awake,

will never crumble away because it was never born.



The world you see is just a movie in your mind.

My Papa Bear passed away yes I am Night Raven the one and only . I will not tell any of those people ANY thing about MY PAPA BEAR you hurt him with the stuff you did and with the crap you did to to all of us .... FOX GLOVE you called me today wanting to talk to me I will Not be poisoned by your lies or his brothers . I WILL NOT LET ANY MORE HARM come to my family ... GOT THAT you all took away the only man who was like a real father to me . As far as I am concerned you all can go to hell !!!!! IF you think I will take your crap TRY ME !!!! I am a bitch with a mission. remember one thing all of you ... I dont do drama and I will fight for my Family. OB was my PAPA BEAR I dare you to call me again wanting to spread you filth and lies . HE was a wonderful man , Kind and loving he would drop everything to help anyone in need . I loved him more then life he was our light well now it is gone . My family is still here I know many of you loved Ob and stood up for him or backed him up when he needed you . or if me or my MAMA Bear needed you . for this I thank you with all my heart . Will I stay here maybe , but no one will push me around like last time EVER !!!!