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I am tired

Tired of fighting myself

Tired of seeing myself

The way I do

Others disagree

But to me

That doesn't make it true

To always be

Your own worse enemy

You don't understand

Don't understand the burden

Resting on my shoulders

Hope is fragile, easily broken

And shattered it is to me

like glass, broken by a rock

Heartbroken and blind

I am left in the dark

And this time

There's not even a spark

I give up on myself

Because I see no change

Years have passed

And I should have guessed

Nothing changed for the better

But now it doesn't matter

This time I feel unfixable

Beyond hope or faith

Left with mere selfhate

Love for the others left me

With one choice to make

That's why i chose to take

All of my emotions

And lock them up

Where they can't hurt anymore

And tightly lock the door

I am still here

But it's not me

It is my shell

Inside I locked my hell

For no one to see

How I can't ever be free

This is a part

You never knew of me...

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Dyzan
14:00 Mar 03 2010

We are always our own worse enemy.....

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