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I just found out a little bit ago that my baby brother's wife is dead. From what I have been told, he talked to her early this morning and when he tried to call her back, she didn't answer the phone. When he came in at 7:00am this morning from work, he found her dead on the bathroom floor. She was blue and had blood running from her mouth. She took some pills and committed suicide. I feel so sorry for my brother. It is bad situation. She had 2 kids from a previous marriage. I will update more when I find out more.



Well my baby brother came up tonight. He is so messed up. I know what he is going through. I was his age when my husband died in my arms. He can't get the image out of his mind. I do understand this and it will be a long time before he will be able to move on with his life. I just hope he doesn't dwell on it much. I know he has to have time to grieve, but I hope he doesn't take it to personally. I know she loved him and he loved her and will love her forever. They were meant to be together. Their pic is in my portfolio. I put a RIP message under their pic with the date of her death.

Here is a little Christmas Quiz for those who like them.



IDENTIFY THE CHRISTMAS SONG



1) Listen, the celestial messengers produce harmonious sounds.



2) Nocturnal time span of unbroken quietness.



3) An emotion excited by the acquisition or expectation of good given to the terrestrial sphere.



4) Embellish the interior passageways.



5) Exalted heavenly beings to whom harkened.



6) Twelve o'clock on a clement night witnesses its arrival.



7) The Christmas preceding all others.



8) Small municipality in Judea southeast of Jerusalem.



9) Diminutive masculine master of skin-covered percussionistic cylinders.



10) Omnipotent supreme being who elicits respite to ecstatic distinguished males.



11) Tranquility upon the terrestrial sphere.



12) Obese personification fabricated of compressed mounds of minute crystals.



13) Expectation of arrival to populated area by mythical masculine perennial gift-giver.



14) Natal celebration devoid of color, rather albino, as a hallucinatory phenomenon for me.



15) In awe of the nocturnal time span characterized by religiosity.



16) Geographic state of fantasy during the season of mother nature's dormancy.



17) The first person nominative plural of a triumvirate of far eastern heads of state.



18) Tintinnabulation of vacillating pendulums in inverted, metallic, resonant cups.



19) In a distant location the existence of an improvised unity of newborn children's slumber furniture.



20) Proceed forth declaring upon a specific geological alpine formation.



21) Jovial yuletide desired for the second person singular or plural.



22) Stepping on a pad cover.



23) The apartment of two psychiatrists.



24) Duodecimal enumeration of the passage of the yuletide season.



25) As the guardians of little wooly animals protected their charges in the shadows of the earth.



26) Do you perceive the same longitudinal pressure which stimulates my auditory sense organs?



27) A parent was observed consoling a red-coated unshaven teamster.



28) Wanted in December: Forward Incisors.



29) A pious member of the Round Table.



30) Cup-shaped sounding instruments fashioned of a white metallic element.



31) Uncouth Dolf has his beezer in the booze and thinks he's a dark cloud's boyfriend.







Answers if you message me. Have fun with it and I wish every one a Happy Holiday.

I was in a sad mood and I received this message from someone. It made me smile. Thank you so much and you know who you are. Here is the message:



YOU HAVE BEEN SEXED!



Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much lovin' (or maybe they do!) and, SEX THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) This is for any one you think is hot!



RULES:



1- You can sex the person who sexed you, of course.



2- You can sex the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*



3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!



4- You should sex in public! Be adventurous, damnit. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!



5- Random sex is perfectly okay!



6- Please, don't worry about same gender sexing, it's HOT.



7- You should most definitly get started fuckin' right away!



This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!

My Grandma got to come home from the hospital Friday. It took us from 5:30pm to 8:15pm to get her out. I was so mad. And so was she. Anyway, she is doing better. She will have to take breathing treatments the rest of her life, but that is ok. She is alive and better than what she was. Now I know what is wrong with her and now I know what to ask the doctor about. She was told that she has heart failure, bad thyroid, low blood pressure, bad lungs and brochoncle tubes, and that she needed to exercise and loose a little weight. They gave her some easy exercies to do sitting in a chair. They are more for circulation than weight lose, but they will help her loose the weight. She has spent so much money on meds this weekend. She spent the money she was saving to give her Great Grandkids for Christmas. I told her that it would be ok, the kids would understand and not complain. They would rather have her than a Christmas prestent anyway. Of course, she still feels bad about it, but she stopped complaining that she had to spend that money to buy new meds. Her breathing machine was covered my Medicare, but her perscriptions weren't and they were expensive. I am trying to get her some help to pay for her medications. The new Medicare Medicine program is going to be worse for her. She would have to pay 32.00 a month just to get it. Then she would have to spend $1500.00 out of pocket before it would even start helping her pay for meds, then it will only take 20% off her meds. That is not what they are tellig people and the elderly in this country are getting ripped off with this new medicare prescription coverage and the government is letting it happen. Most will pay more than what they were paying before. I think it sucks that our elderly have to struggle so hard to live. They have had to do it their whole lives and when life should be easy for them, they are struggling even harder. My Grandma didn't retire until age 72 because she wanted to work. She didn't want to draw a check every month and stay at home all the time. Now she does, but it is because she is not able to work now. She really worked longer than she should have, but she didn't really have a choice.

If anyone has any great receipes for a Halloween party, please message me or email me with them. I need food and drink receipes. Please help me. I have done a google search, but all the receipes listed have been tried, but one and I got it from lucioswolfe. It was for Blood Clots. I posted it in my Potion Section of my journal. I will post all receipes in there as well so that anyone can see them and use them and copy them. Thank you in advance for all your help.

Well I am going to see my Grandma in a few minutes. I will come back and let you know how she is doing. I am so worried about her. Yesterday, they moved her from ICU to a regular room. But she says she is so tired. I asked her if she had watched any TV and she says she don't feel like it. The messed up thing about all of it is the ICU room she was in, was the same room her husband died in. I don't know if she was just remembering that time with him and his death or if she has just given up and is wanting to die. I will she how she is today. I mean I know we all will die one day, but I hate that she has just given up. I hope her attitude has changed today. I will let you know.



I just got back from visiting my Grandma. She is doing a little better, but her attitude has not changed. I am afraid she is not going to come home. I really do think that she has given up. I know she is worried about coming home and getting the least little cold and being right back in there. She says she can't deal with that. I hope her outlook on life improves soon, or I don't think she will come out of there.

My nephew will be 3 in April. He is getting so mean. He will hit people. I don't know what to do about it. We have tried timeouts, hitting him back(not hard just to show him what it felt like to get hit), and we even bought him a punching bag to hit. But nothing works. I don't know what else to try. I am so frustrated. I am so tired of putting him in timeout. We have taken things from him. Nothing works. The fun with the "Terrible Twos". LOL

We were at a friends house. Just hanging out like we do sometimes. You had your friend to fix me a couple of drinks. You told her that I was going to need them before I got home because I was in for one hell of a night. You teased me about my letter I wrote to you. It was dark when we left there and on the way home, you had me play with myself. You told me that I had to cum 2 times before we got home or I was not going to have any pleasure at all from you. So I started playing with myself. You reached over and played with my tits as I was doing it. You told me that when you said now that I had to cum. About the time we got to the main highway, you said now and I did actually cum. It was the power in that word. Then when we turned right onto the road that lead home, you told me to start playing with myself again. And you told me that when you said now I had to cum. You were talking to me, telling me in great detail, what you were going to do to me when we got home. I don't remember what all you said, but I know it was erotic because when we got to the stop sign on our road, you said NOW and I came again. Just like that. Man the power of words. Kinda like last week when you had me tied in the livingroom and you told me to cum, and I did. You had said now then and that is when I did it. Anyway, you told me to rub my pussy until we got to the house. Right before we got to the house, you told me to stop and pull my pants and underware back on. Right before I did, you reached over and smacked my pussy a couple of times and it made me soaking wet. I left a spot in your seat. You told me that since I was such a messy slave that I would have to clean it up and get the smell out of the car when we got home. So while I was doing that, you got out some things you needed. You told me to go run us some bath water. That I needed to clean up that messy pussy. While I was running the water, you brought in that blue dildo for the bath tub. You made me turn sideways and put it in my pussy. You told me to spread my lips and ride it. So, I did. While I was riding it, you turned on the shower head and applied the pressure to my clit. You told me that I couldn't cum and if I felt like I was getting ready to, to stop riding the dildo and when I did, you would move the water from my clit. Well, I stopped moving and you didn't move the water. You told me that I couldn't cum. I couldn't hold it back. As I started orgasisming, you moved the water and I couldn't help myself, I started riding the dildo. You smacked my pussy and told me to

stop and I did, just as the wave passed, you told me that I was going to be punished for not listening. So you applied the water again and told me to ride that dildo and not to stop even if I started cumming. So I did as I was told. You would apply the water until you thought I was going to cum and then you would move it and start smacking on my clit. When my clit was so hard and not going back into the hood. You put baby oil on your thumb and started rubbing in circles. All the while I am still moving on the dildo. You put the water pressure on full and aimed it at my nipples. You would move from one to the other. You had me so aroused that I was about to go mad. Once you felt my clit starting to pulse, you turned the water on it and I orgasimsed about 3 times before you moved it. Then you had me take the dildo out and take a bath. You told me to be sure to clean that really messy pussy up. So I did. You told me not to get out of the tub until you came back and told me to. When you came back, you got in the tub and I gave you a bath. I wanted to suck your cock, but you told me no. I asked why and you said you had your reasons. Anyway, once we were done, you covered my eyes and brought me to the living room. You laid me in the floor on a pallet. It was so thick and soft. You told me that you were going to blind fold me

and gag me and tie me up and put ear plugs in my ears. Then I started feeling your breath all over my body. You spread my legs and applied that watermelon hot stuff from that white jar. You put a lot on it. You opened my pussy lips

somehow that made them stay open. You attached something to my legs that helped. You inserted a butt plug in and then you put in a dildo. You whispered in my ears, but I couldn't hear you, I could only feel your breath which made it more erotic. You would nibble and bite

and lick where ever you wanted. You put some of that stuff on my nipples as well. You would lick them to make them hot, then you would blow on them to make them hotter. You turned me over on my belly. You moved me up on my

knees. You spanked me a couple of times and then you would either rub my ass cheeks or you would lick them. You removed my butt pug and put your cock in my ass. Your cock was so hard and so long. You would move in and out of me a

few times, then you would pull out and spank me a few times, then you would move in and out, then spank, until you felt that I was getting ready to cum. Then you leaned over and started playing with my clit, moving in and out of me and spanking me at the same time with the other hand. You would lick and kiss up and down my back. You would move from my clit to my nipples.

When you got ready to cum, you pulled out the ear plugs and told me that I was to cum when you said now. You rode me hard and fast, playing with my tits and clit. When you were ready to cum, you said NOW and as you said, NOW, I started cumming and you were cumming at the same time. Man it woke me up it was so damn good. I was drenching ass wet. I left wet spots on the bed.





My dreams have turned so erotic. They wake me up most nights. Now I am waking up ready to have sex.

My Grandma was admitted into the hospital on Wednesday night. She is still there. They thought she had pneumonia but she didn't. It was Congestive Heart Failure. Also her thyroid was low. Her blood pressure was a little low. Her heart rate was extrememly high. But all of that is part of the congestive heart failure. She will probably get to come home sometime this week. I hate going to hospitals, but I have been visiting them alot here lately. They moved her from ICU to a regular room today. I hope that is a good sign that she will come home soon.

I went to this for fun and here are the results.





My Vampire Name:

The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:

Marchioness of Scandanavia



Known in some parts of the world as:

Mother of The Hungry



The Great Archives Record:

One of the poor who howl at the door of the Rosary and the garlic strung cross







My Fairy Name:

Your fairy is called Bramble Icefly



She is a bone chilling bringer of justice for the vulnerable.



She lives in leafy dells and bluebell glades.



She is only seen at midday under a quiet, cloudless sky.



She wears bluebell-blue dresses. She has icy blue butterfly wings.



The link to take the two above name generators is: http://www.emmadavies.net/vampire/default.aspx

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Some selected Quotes by public figures on homosexuality. Some are amazingly quite insightful!



1) Why can't they have gay people in the army? Personally, I think they are just afraid of a thousand guys with M16s going, "Who'd you call a faggot?"

~Jon Stewart



2) The one bonus of not lifting the ban on gays in the military is that the next time the government mandates a draft we can all declare homosexuality instead of running off to Canada.

~Lorne Bloch



3) When I was in the military they gave me a medal for killing two men and a discharge for loving one.

~From the Tombstone of a gay Vietnam Veteran



4) The Bible contains six admonishments to homosexuals and 362 admonishments to hetersexuals. That doesn't mean that God doesn't love hetersexuals. It's just that they need more supervision.

~Lynn Lavner



5) My lesbianism is an act of Christian charity. All those women out there praying for a man, and I'm giving them my share.

~ Rita Mae Brown



6) Soldiers who are not afraid of guns, bombs, capture, torture, or death say they are afraid of homosexuals. Clearly we should not be used as soldiers; we should be used as weapons.

~Letter to the Editor, The Advocate



7) You don't hae to be straight to be in the military; you just have to be able to shoot straight.

~Barry Goldwater



8) If homosexually is a disease, let's all call in queer to work: "Hello. Can't work today, still queer."

~Robin Tyler



9) Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands?

~Ernest Gaines



10) War. Rape. Murder. Peverty. Equal rights for gays. Guess which one the Southern Baptist Convention is protesting?

~The Value of Families



11) I'd rather be black than gay because when you're black you don't have to tell your mother.

~Charles Pierce, 1980



12) That word "lesbian" sounds like a disease. And straight men know because they're sure they're the cure.

~Denise McCanles



13) As a mother, I know that homosexuals cannot biologically reproduce children; therefore, they must recruit our children.

~Anita Bryant, 1977



14) If gays are granted rights, next we'll have to give rights to prostitutes and to people who sleep with St. Bernards and to nailbiters.

~Anita Bryant



15) The radical right is so homophobic that they're blaming global warming on the AIDS quilt.

~Dennis Miller



16) Jesse Helms and Newt Gingrich were shaking hands congratulating themselves on the introduction of an anitgay bill in Congress. If it passes, they won't be able to shake hands, because it will then be illegal for a prickto touch an asshole.

~Judy Carter



17) My own belief is that there is hardly anyone whose sexual life, if it were broadcast, would not fill the world at large with surprise and horror.

~W. Somerset Maugham



18) Drag is when a man wears everything a lesbian won't.

~Author Unknown



19) I am reminded of a colleague who reiterated "all my homosexual patients are quite sick" - to which I finally replied "so are all my heterosexual patients."

~Ernest Van Den Haag, psychotherapist



20) If male homosexuals are called "gay", then female homosexuals should be called "ecstatic".

~Shelly Roberts



21) My mother took me to a psychiatrist when I was fifteen because she thought I was latent homosexual. There was nothing latent about it.

~Amanda Bearse



22) No matter how far in or out of the closet you are, you still have a next step.

~Author Unknown



23) It always seemed to me a bit pointless to disapprove of homosexuality. It's like disapproving of rain.

~Francis Maude



24) The only queer people are those who don't love anybody.

~Rita Mae Brown



25) 'You could move.'

~Abigal Van Buren, "Dear Abby" in response to a reader who complained that a gay couple was moving in across the street and wanted to know what he could do to improve the quality of the neighborhood.







Now I don't agree with any of the views of these comments. But the point behind why I posted these is to show how much most of society has changed in their feelings about homosexuality.

I had to take my Grandma to the hospital night before last. They kept her because they said she had pneumonia. Well I found out last night that she not only has pneumonia, she has congestive heart failure as well. She also has blood in her urine. Then to top it off. They put her in the same room that her husband was in when he went in for peumonia. He didn't make it and died in that room. Now she is in that room. I am worried that she will not come out of the hospital. It is just odd that she is the same age as he was when he died. I hope it is just a coindence, but I am wondering if it is fate. That she may not come home just like he didn't.

I thought this was funny so I wanted to put it in here. I hope you laugh like I did.





The Why's of Men







1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX?



(because they are plugged into a genius)







2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX?



(they don't have enough time)







3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG?



(they don't stop to ask directions)







4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS?



(because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock)







(You're laughing, aren't you?!?!)







5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS?



(so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties)







6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN?



(you need a rough draft before you make a final copy)







7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN?



(don't know.....it never happened)







( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!)







And my personal favorite:







8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH?



(because a vibrator can't mow the lawn)

I have met so many great people on this site. I have made some great friends. I have enjoyed this site so much. This site has some of the best people on it. Most are not rude and obnoxious, like most of the sites. So I have enjoyed myself so much and I look forward to making more friends and staying here for a long time or the site shuts down, which ever comes first. The forum has some really great information in it. So do the Member articles. I have found some great movies and books as well.



My one year anniversary is coming up and I think I will celebrate by buying myself a premium membership. I hope everyone is having as great a time as I have been having. If not, I am sorry. If you are, then I know you are having a great time. Well keep having fun. I hope I get to speak to everyone at least once.

Why do kids try to get on your nerves? They intentionally do it. Why is that? I don't remember doing that to my parents. My kids are supposed to come home, do homework, do chores, then they can do whatever they want, within reason. Anyway, everyday, I have such a hard time with my kids. They want to back talk and junk like that. My nephew gets on my nerves and I take it out on my kids, even though I don't mean to do it. They call me on it most of the time, but sometimes, they just add to it and it gets so frustrating. Well I think I am through for now.

Well it seems to be helping me by writing my dreams down. So here goes the one from last night.





Here goes: It was a typical night of us alone. But you treated me like a real slave. If I didn't do what you asked of me, you would bend me over your knee and spank me a few times. You would spank me just because you wanted too. You sent me to take a bath and you said specifically for me to take a bath. So I went and started the water. I figured you were going to join me. Well, you came into the bathroom. You told me to turn sideways in the tub and when I did, you had one of those dildos that will stick to the tub in your hand. You stuck it to the tub and had me insert it inside of me. Then you inserted one of those small pink butt plugs in my ass. Then you took down the shower head and turned it on the massage one, just a little. You made me open my pussy up and you sprayed the water on me as I was moving the dildo in and out. You slowly increased the hardness of the water. Everytime I started to cum, you would move the water and make me be still until the sensation left me. You did this for I don't know how long. You never let me cum. My clit was so hard and so ready and so was my pussy. Then you took me out of the tub and dried me off. While drying me off, you spanked me a couple of times and had me suck your cock. You had me get on my hands and knees and crawl behind you. I had to sit at your feet naked and on my knees with my hands in my lap. You left the living room and went into the bedroom. You made me stay in the living room. You came back out and you told me that you were going to show me how much of a master you really were and that you could do anything to my body that you wanted and then you told me to stretch out in the floor on my belly. When I did, you inserted the butt plug back in and you brought out my bunny toy. You put it into my pussy and turned on the ears. You made sure the ears were on each side of my clit. Then you had me put my arms down by my sides and hand cuffed my hands between my ass and my knees so that my ass was sticking up in the air. You put the ball gag in my mouth. Then you spanked me some more with the toys inside me. But everytime I would get close to cumming you would stop all of it. Stop the bunny ears and would stop spanking me and would make me lay very still. I don't know how you did it, but you made something that pulled my pussy lips apart so that you would have access to my whole pussy. Then you took me to the bedroom and strapped me down. You blindfolded me and put ear plugs in my ears. So all I could do was feel what was happening. I couldn't see, hear, or move. Then you were using all different things on me. You were using different vibrators, you used clothes pins on my nipples and clit, hot wax dropped on my nipples, and

occassionally you would drop a drop or two on my clit. The wax wasn't that bad. It was a little warm, but not hot. You took out that toy and

inserted a large dildo into my pussy. You would lightly smack on my pussy until it was dripping wet. You made it so tender. Then you used that stuff that is hot when it gets wet or blowed on. You know, the watermelon flavor that we bought at that party. You set my pussy on fire. You also put some on my nipples and then you would drop some more hot wax on me. You spanked me so much that my whole ass was red as fire. Then it felt like you were using a brush on my clit. I don't know, because I couldn't see, but that is what it felt like. I could feel the vibrations from it. You didn't stop showing my body attention. And if you didn't like the way my body was responding to what you were doing, you would either smack on my pussy lightly or you would roll me over and spank me some more. You brought me to heights beyond my imagination. Damn it was awesome. Once you got my body to where even the lightest breath sent my body into spasms, you removed all the toys and devices. Then you fucked me and fucked me and fucked me. You fucked my pussy until I would cum with every stroke. Then you fucked my ass as you stroked my clit. Once you made me cum you didn't stop until I couldn't cum any more. You shot off in my ass. You said it was tight as hell. You said that you needed to do me like that more often. That maybe next time you would bring a woman into it. Then you told me that you had video taped it all. You wanted me to see what you had done to my body and how much I had enjoyed it. You left me alone and got the video tape. You put it in the VCR and we watched it together. You showed me what you did to me and how my body reacted to it. It was great.



Then I woke up and it was just a dream. So erotic and wonderful.

I am keeping my nephew now during the day while his parents work. I am so stressed over it. He is so spoiled and gets his way so much. He is really getting out of hand. He keeps throwing things and knocking stuff over. He keeps playing with my Christmas Tree and presents under it. I am so tired of telling him to stop. When I do, he tells me to shut up and I want to just smack him in the mouth. I love him dearly, but I don't want to be the bad guy either. I just needed to rant for a minute. I am so aggitated with him. I want to just jerk him up and beat his butt. But I can't do that. I wouldn't do that. Thanks for listening rather reading my rant. Life goes on. Right?

I had a Christmas Party to go to last night after my daughter's chorus concert. We all brought wrapped gifts and drew numbers to pick out gifts. Anyway, I drew #6. I picked up one present and unwrapped it. IT was Shotglass Checkers. I have the chess set already. Now I have both. Someone wanted to take my gift, but I talked them out of it by promising we would play sometime. So I got to keep it. I think it is cool. The chess game is great, but I know I am going to like checkers better. I can play checkers better. I am looking forward to playing it for the first time. I can't wait.

My daughter has a chorus concert tonight. I can't wait. I have been listening to the words of the songs and they are really good. I can't wait to see the concert. I know it is going to be a good one. I am going to video tape it so that she can watch it 20 years from now and she what she looked like and what she sounded like. They have been invited to all county as well. I hope they go to state from there. It would be great. They are all dressing in white shirts or blouses and black pants or skirts and black dress shoes. No heels. I can't wait to see it tonight. I will give more details tonight. I will have to tell you all about it. Until then. Later.



Well the concert was a big success. I really enjoyed it. Her chorus group sounded so much better than the other one. And no, I am not showing preference because of my daughter. Her group got a standing ovation. The other group didn't. In a way, it was kinda sad. But everyone had a good time. I video taped it because several family members couldn't be there. It was so great. I was really surprised.

I am having some erotic dreams. I just had to write them down.



Well it was an odd dream. We were in this field of flowers. You were chasing me. We were both laughing and running. You caught me and we fell to the ground. We landed on a blanket. It was late afternoon, almost dark. We were laying there kissing all of a sudden we were in a dungeon. There were all kinds of devices everywhere. You strapped me to a machine that was like an X but it wasn't. It turned in circles. Anyway, after you tied me to this thing, you cut my clothes off me. You were laughing the whole time. You pulled out this stiff piece of leather and started spanking me with it. You told me that I had to learn a lesson. That I belonged to you and I needed to accept that. That you were my Master and I would do whatever you wanted me to do and that you would do whatever you wanted to me and I would enjoy it. So you spanked me until you could barely raise your arm. You spanked my butt, my inner thighs, my private parts. You even spread my lips apart and smacked my clit a few times. You would alternate between spanking and caressing. You would spank me a few times, then caress me for a few minutes. YOu had me so aroused and I was dripping wet. Then you used a hose on me. Like a garden hose. YOu sprayed me and got me soaking wet. You used the water pressure to arouse me as well. But every time I got close to an orgasim, you would stop. You told me that I could only have one if you allowed it. So everytime I would get close to one, you would change body parts. Then you inserted a dildo in my private part and it vibrated. YOu would turn it on and off. On to get me aroused and off when I got close to orgasim. You wouldn't let me have an orgasim until I said that you were my Master. Then you blindfolded me, gagged me and put ear plugs in my ears. But before you put in the ear plugs, you told me that you were going to bring my body to such sexual tension, that you would be able to do anything to me and I would orgasim. I would orgasim when you told me to not when my body wanted to. I don't know what you used on my body, but I do know that you spanked me more. You alternated between spanking and caressing. Then you took out the dildo and you started having sex with me. I orgasimed almost immediately. Then you kept on until I orgasimed about 10 times. Then you stopped. You took out my gag and made me suck you off. You told me that I was your slave and that you were my Master and you could have me any time, any where, and any way you wanted and I needed to accept that. You said that you intintionally stayed away from me to teach me a lesson. But you see that I didn't learn anything from it. So you were going to teach me a lesson. Once you had your orgasim you gagged me again. You spanked me more. You inserted the dildo back inside me. You had my body at such a sexual peak that I would orgasim just from you breathing on me. You were behind me talking to me and caressing my body. I couldn't hear what you were saying because I had ear plugs still in. Then you took out the ear plugs and was telling me what you were doing to my body. You talking in my ear and caressing my body and the dildo vibrating was so erotic. That I had more orgasims. Then you moved around to the front of me. You were talking to me and you were an inch from my lips. I could feel your breath on my lips and face. You grabbed my private part and was using the palm of your hand to caress me. You would nibble on my tits. You were causing my body to orgasim over and over and over. I don't know how many orgasims I had. Then you went behind me again. I could feel your breath on my neck and shoulder. Then you bit me. You bit me and just held on as my body orgasimed again. Then you removed the ear plugs and asked me. Who is your Master? You took out the gag so I could answer you. I said you are. Then you removed the dildo from me. Then you took the blindfold off. You kissed me deeply and then you were gone.