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When your around I can't talk

Every time you say my name it's like I died and went to heaven

Every touch of your hand on me is like fire

When you kiss me

It's like I was thrown into the fiery pits of hell

When you hold me

It feels like I'm enclosed in a fiery grip

My heart burns for you

I've never felt passion like this before

Everything about you makes me anxious

Your eyes are like dark pools of water

Your skin is like the color of wood

The smell of your skin is like a drug to me

The sound of your voice is like an angels voice

I can't see you hurt

Because it hurts me

The way your hair falls in your face

Is like a black curtain of night

The way you look at me makes my heart stop beating

How can you make me feel this way about you

When I know you don't return my feelings

You came into my life

Shining your light all around

You tried once to shine your light in my heart

In the long run you failed

You tried twice and still failed

So you had to come up with a new strategy

So you brought a man into my life

You waited patiently to see if I would fall for him

I did

So now was your chance

You sent your shining light straight to my heart

You didn't expect there to be a barrier around my heart

So your light was reflected back

So now you had to find some way to break the barrier

This time you brought in another guy

His skin was the color of wood

His eyes were pools of dark water

His voices is like an angel

The smell of his skin is like a drug

The way his hair falls in his face

Like a black curtain of night

This was the last time you were going to try

You took aim and shot your light towards my heart

This time you made contact with your target

Turning my heart from stone to gold

It was all because you are my angel

How could you make me love you

When you never loved me

I gave you my heart

You just threw it away

I told you I loved you

You just laughed in my face

I thought we could love each other

You said it could never be

I gave you my soul

But you crushed it

All I have left to give you is my life

So thats what I did

In return you murdered me

I still don't understand

How you could make me love you

This land is frozen

When it use to be so green and beautiful

All the rivers are frozen solid

From the Mighty Mississippi to the Buffalo

Yet the one thing that was never suppose to freeze did

The hearts of so many have frozen

There is only one heart that I hope would never freeze

That is the heart of the one I love

His heart became frozen

So now he has a heart of ice

He doesn't want anything to do with me anymore

What will melt this frozen heart

I hope one day it will melt

So my love can come back to me and love me again

I watch you with other girls

I use to be your only girl

Now I am on the outside

I watch as you smile at them

When you use to smile at me

You whisper sweet words in their ear

I wonder what you say to them

They blush and bat their eyes

My heart breaks inside

You take their hands in yours

I fall to my knees

You brush their hair with your hands

My smile is brushed away

You kiss them on the cheek

A single tear rolls down my cheek

You wrap your arms around them

Hate wraps my heart in darkness

You pass by me in the hall

I don't stand to stall

You look at me with those eyes

All I see is a soulless child

Everyone thinks your an angel

All I can see is the devil

My heart constricts with hate

When you look at me

All I want to do is scream

When I see your mocking smile

The twinkle in your eyes are gone

All I see are two cold stones

The innocents in your face is gone

It is replaced with anger

Your smile was one of an angels

Now it is one of a devils

You call me a psychopath

I just laugh and say “okay”

My thoughts drift back to you

I remember all the good times

Then I remember the real you

I remember how you hurt me

I remember the way you broke my heart

Still it is hard to forget you

It's hard to forget your smile

Hard to forget the way you held me in your arms

The safety I felt with you

The way I trusted you

My heart stops beating when I see you

I want to smile and laugh, but I can't

I want to cry, but I won't

I want to feel relieved

Still I wonder if you still care

I wonder if you still want me

I gave you something I can't get back

Now I just have to learn to live my life

I will miss you greatly

A rose of love. The taste of blood

One meaning for both

One color they represent

Some say they represent passion

Others say it's love

I disagree with both

It represents hate

The hate of human kind

The hate of every man

The hate woman has for each other

The hate I feel for you

No more talking about love or passion

All I can talk about is the hate

The hate in my heart

The hate of loving you

I cry tears of blood

I destroy ever rose

No more of the either

No more reminders of hate

Time for a clean slate

How could you say you love me

When in fact you loved another

I was just some one you took pity on

Now thanks to you I don't want to live

You took my heart and ripped it from my chest

Now all that there is left is a hole

Where my heart should have been

The hole is bleeding

You watch as the blood runs

I see in your eyes that your satisfied

You have no regrets about what you did

My only regret is that I allowed my self to believe

That you could ever love me

You murdered me with your love

Now I die a sad and lonely death

A face came out of the darkness

I didn't know what to do

The man came after me

So I ran towards the light

There you were a knight

Shining so bright like the sun

I ran into your open arms

I felt safe and warm

You hide me behind you

Saying to me to stay behind you

You fought the man from the darkness with all your might

It wasn't out of protection

You did it out of love

You turned to me and lowered head

You pulled me into your embrace

I welcomed it

You kissed me passionately

I pulled you closer

I lay my head on your chest

Just listening to his heart

Your heart beat was fast and steady

I smiled knowing I finally found my one true love

You walked into my life

Even though I was on the wrong side

You came to care for me and me for you

I never expected to fall in love with you

I never expected you to fall in love with me

It was destined for us to be together

Now you say things that hurt

Words that sting

You are putting a stake through my heart

You watch me bleed

All you do is laugh

Tears run down my cheeks

My eyes filled with pain

You smile at what you have done

You turn and walk away

You look back at me

You say “You brought this on yourself”

Then you disappear into the night

I lay there screaming in pain

Until the feeling of death takes over

I am dead now because of you

I hope you are happy

The last thing I see before I drift off

I see your face twisted into that cruel smile

You never really loved me

But I loved you

You were the one I wanted for the rest of my life

My heart bleeds for no one

Then you came along

My heart started to bleed

It was bleeding for your love

Now it bleeds because I hurt

My heart bleeds because of your words

Your words are like a wooden stake

That you hammered into my bleeding heart

Blood gushes from my heart

The stake keeps me alive

You rip it out of my heart

Now the blood from my heart is free to flow

Last words you tell me is “This is for the best”

I feel death upon me

My last words are “I Love You”

My bleeding heart stops beating

All that is left of me is my body and my bleeding heart

My life was worth something when you were around

Now it is worth nothing

All my friends have deserted me and my heart is shattered

All I can think of is ending my life

I know no one would miss me

It is better if I just disappear

You wouldn't have to be angry at me

My friends wouldn't have to pretend anymore

I wouldn't have to hide anymore

Every bodies life would be better

You and my friends would be happier

Now it is time I say goodbye to this world

A world that has been cruel to me

Goodbye cruel world

You say you love me

Then you leave me

You say you care for me

Then you hurt me

Your feelings for me are confusing

I'm confused out of my mind

Do you love me

Do you care for me

Please just make up your mind

Stop confusing me

Tell me how you really feel

Stop playing confusing mind games

I hate being confused

I don't care anymore

Take your confusing mind games and leave

You were there once when I needed you

now your gone and she left with you

All I ever needed was you

You say you love her

I know you mean it

She says she loves you

I know to her it's just a joke

I try to be supportive

Although you don't see the aching inside

So I go left and you stay right

I dream about your sweet kisses all night

I say that this is not fair

I know that there is nothing I can do

You love her and not me

So I should accept my fate

I will always be you best friend

I hope your happy with the woman you love

Because I will never be happy without you

Rose of all Roses, Rose of all the Worlds!

You, too, have come where the dim tides are hurled

Upon the wharves of sorrow, and heard ring

The bell that calls us on; the sweet far thing.

Beauty grown sad with its eternity

Made you of us, and of the dim grey sea.

Our long ships loose thought – woven sails and wait,

For God has bid them share an equal fate;

And when at last, defeat in His wars,

They have gone down under the same white stars,

We shall no longer hear the little cry

Of our sad hearts, that may not live nor die.

Nothing is easier than self – deceit .

For what each man wishes,

that he also believes to be true.

You need chaos in your soul

to give birth to a dancing star.

Absolute power corrupts absolutely

By the pricking of my thumbs,

Something wicked this way comes

You must be the change you want to see in the world.

My life use to be simple

No worries in the world

Then I met him and everything changed

I fell in love and was happy

Then along came the second one

With those good looks and his mischievous smile

He made my knees weak

Yet my heart still beats for the first

They both made me laugh and smile

One felt safe to me

The other felt trusting

Then it hit me like cold wind

The first wanted me to change

The second just wanted me as I was

The the first broke my heart

I was hurting

Even though I was hurting the second made me smile

Now I have to choose

Do I try to get the first back

Do I go after the chance with the second one

Both of them send shocks of electricity to me

One is more powerful than the other

I talk to the first and I hurt

I talk to the second and I smile

Who do I choose

The one that hurt me or the that makes me smile

I'm torn in between the two

I want the first back

Yet I want to be with the second one

They both have set a path before me

Do I go left and back to the first

Do I go right and into a new beginning with the second

Which path and which one

I don't know which path to choose

I'm at a cross road

I have to choose a path

But which one do I choose

The one that leads to the past

The one that leads to new beginnings

I will be torn forever

I cannot choose a path

I will be torn in between the two forever