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My writing in this journal has become sporadic, it used to be i had so much to say and the time to put those thoughts down in writing as it were.

However now i find life rudely interupting me, i am constantly involved in something and constantly appeasing others, my time here is no longer the leisurely stroll that once myself and my companion enjoyed, brisk moonlight wals through the treets and a cosy fire in the tavern to warm us before the impending dawn.



I will endeavour to put more effort into my journal, perhaps some of my poetry though many have found me too dark, and hence without speaking to me they have blocked me, somewhat insulting i think, but again perhaps i read much to much into these things.



Am i dark, yes life is not easy for me, but i am approachable i think, my profile is a slice of me, and hence the darker overtunes, but i am also a Father, and a son, i do much good work for many i am a shoulder for some a sounding board for others, and would urge any who read my profile and thin it is dark, then perhaps you could message me to find out a little before you make the decision as to how to best approach my persona.

To all of you who know me or dont know me, i have some upcoming events which may take me away from this realm for a little time, these event shall be painful but in my eyes necessary.



I shall over the next few months be undergoing surgery to rebuild my lower jaw, i know that most people feel that at 37 perhaps this is not necessary however i have had no bottom jaw to speak of, (was severely recessed by a dislocation when i was twelve, my surgeon says it is the worse case of misalignment he has ever seen without a major accident having been involved), and have suffered 25 years worth of stigma due to this.



I am unfortunate in the fact that i suffer from some psychological problems and esteem issues are one of those, so i believe that this surgery will help me to deal with or at least start to bridge that chasm.



I shall be keeping my journal up to date with details of the surgery and dates for the surgery as well.