Family was never in my cards.
I've come to accept that...
What is going on???
I'm getting worried.
More than usual...
If you don't want it public msg me...
Atleast that's my hope...
I guess it's time then.
Time for the most dreaded word.
A word you somehow always knew would be said.
A word that has already been said way too many times between us.
I'm sorry that it has come to this.
I love you. I always have. I always will...
I may have hurt you, and I'm sorry.
But you hurt me aswell.
Terribly. Deeply...
Disastrous... All I wanted was to love you and be loved...
All I wanted was a family... With you...
'Tis nothing but a distant memory now.
A flame that refuses to go out.
Visions and ghosts still haunt me during the day.
Nightmares of you both getting taken from me during night...
I guess this is what it'll always be...
Fare well my love... I know you probably don't want it.
But I will always be here if you should need me...
A.R.
Guess it wasn't...
Guess I'll just worry from afar.
Since you seemingly don't want my help.
The update is appreciated though, thank you.
I don't know if that was somehow a way of reaching out.
If so, yes. It's beautiful. Very much so.
I saw it when you posted it the other day.
I worry about you...
Often...
Where you are, what kind of people are around you...
If you're eating, sleeping...
In short. If you are safe...
Hmpf...
Serves me right I guess...
A.R.
I'm sorry for what I did to you.
I'm sorry for what you did to me.
I'm sorry for what we became.
I'm sorry for dreams that didn't come to pass.
I'm sorry about a great deal of things.
What I won't apologise for though, is the love I had for you.
It was and still is the greatest love I've ever felt 💔
I'm sorry...
COMMENTS
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RabidHyena
23:17 Apr 24 2024
I miss you... Both of you... So terribly...
Angelux
21:50 Apr 26 2024
Ill figure it out.
i always do..
dont worry..
be good.